Hello, readers. As usual, yes, I am still at this story, and no, I will not write anything else until I am good and ready at the end of this series. Thank you again for reading.
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Chapter 78: Old Wounds
Merrick blinks slow and heavy as he lies there, in bed. His grief-stricken body will not allow him to even fathom the notion that what he has found out is merely a nightmare... He can tell it's morning, maybe noon, despite the heavy overcast outside that still carries rain, blocking out the sun entirely.
Adam is in a coma... Simple as that. With several broken bones and injured organs. It seems like he can't even breath on his own, or else something else might break.
Merrick whined as he curled tighter in bed, letting out a small whine as he pushes himself up. Just then, his cellphone starts to ring. He doesn't even check the number as he answers it.
"Hello..."
"Hey, Merrick? It's Nick, you... You aight, man?"
"No..." Merrick closes his eyes, "I'm sorry, I know I'm late for work... I will be there in a while."
"No, it's fine, Merrick. I think you better stay home today, maybe tomorrow too."
"I missed a week, Nick, I need to come in for work."
"Don't worry about it man. I know what happened, I want you to take it easy. It's called vacation time, take some time off."
"That only applies to full-timers."
"I know... Just please, Merrick, I'd rather you come in when you're... Better, you know?
"Aaagghhhh..." Merrick sighed, "Fine..."
"Aight, hang in there, man. Lemme know if you need anything, ok?"
Merrick just hangs up. He put his phone down as he gets up to climb out of bed. Everything seems so surreal. He can still feel his heartbeat agonizingly vividly.
"Fuck... Why does everyone treat me as if I am weak... Haven't I always said I was raised better than that..."
He walks slowly out of his bedroom, and entered the living room. He walks to the DVDs next to the entertainment center. He wants... SOME kind of background noise... Anything better than this silence...
His finger traces slowly by the titles, movie by movie, before his slow search leads him to the TV collection.
Everybody Loves Raymond... He's so full of shit, he can't stand him.
Scrubs... The last thing he needs is to watch a show about...
I Love Lucy... Maybe. She will always make things easier on some level.
Titus... No, not tight now...
Doctor Who... Too many options to choose from in that one.
Torchwood... A little more tense than what he wants right now...
Queer As Folk.
Merrick stops. His finger a centimeter away from the first jacket of the Queer As Folk DVDs. His insides take a dive from the mere thought of the first season... Justin trying so hard to earn Brian's affection, settling for whatever he could get, never afraid to jump for anything. Such a brave kid... And look what it did to him...
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Brian gives a calm smirk to the grinning blonde twink just after giving him a slow, light kiss. He's such a kid. He gently tugs on the white scarf as Justin slips back a little.
"Later." Brian calmly said, playfully and casually twisting the slip of white before letting go. Justin scoffs a silent laugh like a disbelieving schoolboy, having earned another wonderful gesture from that arrogant, sexy, cold, and charming man.
Justin turns and walks while Brian climbs into his car. He allows a smile as he looks into the rear-view mirror, watching that young lover stroll down the parking structure, both hands playing with the Italian silk scarf as he goes.
Just then, someone else walks behind Justin. Another student from the prom dance, clad in a tuxedo, just like them. He strides behind Justin, wielding a baseball bat.
Brian's face turns as he immediately jumps out of his car. "JUSTIN!"
Justin turns with a gleeful look on his face.
CRACK!!
He is whipped to the ground in one fell swing.
Brian sprints as the attacker suddenly turns, and is shoved to the ground. The wooden bat clanks onto the concrete. Brian seizes the bat, and doubles after Christ Hobbs, giving a hard hit to his right knee.
"OOOHHHHhh!!" Chris yowls, "GODDAMMIT!! Aaahhhh!"
Brian drops the bat, and runs back to Justin's body and goes to his knees, looking on him, "... No, nonononono..." He mumbles quickly as he tries to pick him up, or trying to examine what's broken.
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Merrick's vision blurs as he looks at the many DVD choices, his insides starting to dampen and burn at the same time. It's a fictional show. With fictional characters. With fictional scenarios.
His eyes blink closed.
IMPULSE
"Hahh hahh hahh hahh..." Merrick pants as his right arm feels strained, he can feel himself shaking. He just blinked, what happened?? The doggie door flaps from a sudden exit, with a chinkling sound ringing in the outside air.
He takes a step back, feeling a few objects slide from his feet, and casually looks down onto the floor. The entire shelf has collapsed onto its side. Almost all of the movies have been scattered over the immediate area.
Merrick's ears ring and buzz as his panting and quivering arms suggest what has just happened.
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*Beep... Beep... Beep...*
Adam lies there, with his eyes closed and an oxygen mask over his mouth. His pulse keeps a steady line and rhythm, still half covered in bandages. Some of the color has returned to his skin after the long night of careful tending.
"The transfusion went over well," Yuri says to Donna and Luther, who are looking very exhausted, "Right now, his lungs are still very weak; scrapes of the muscle tissue is still threatening his stability, so we're going to keep him on a respirator until his condition gets better."
"How... Just how many of his ribs were broken??" Luther asked.
Yuri winced as she hissed, "... About 4 or 5, give or take..."
"Oh my Goddd..." Donna whimpered as she covered her mouth.