Pro Bowl
---Sunday
Ben greeted me at the door that afternoon with an extended hug and I instantly became hard. Ever since last week, or perhaps even before, my dick had somehow become accustomed to springing to life whenever I was in forty feet of him.
"It's just the two of us," Ben said as he affectionately rubbed the back of my neck. "You want a drink? How about a whiskey on the rocks?"
"Sure," I replied and took a seat on the couch.
Ben headed to the kitchen to pour some drinks while I dived into the chips and dip. He called out from the kitchen, asking if I had seen the trailers for a couple of upcoming films he was interested in seeing. I indicated that I hadn't, so he turned on his Apple TV and played them. They both looked good and I agreed to go see them with him when they were released. Then he pulled up a third trailer for us to watch without any forewarning as to what the film was about. He draped his arm behind me on the couch as the name of some production company with 'Rogue' in the title flashed across the screen followed by a couple of scenic shots overlaid with names of actors I didn't recognize. I thought at first that it might be some independent film with a decent production budget or a documentary about rural America. There was a brief but dull montage of some relatively young, well-built guys working outdoors on a farm with snippets of trite dialogue between them. This particular film seemed somewhat of a departure from Ben's general interest in adventure and science fiction films but I guessed that there would eventually be a twist in the storyline and the guys would be defending their land and lives against some sort of violent intrusion since they all appeared physically primed for feats of strength and endurance. Then, all of a sudden, two of the guys dropped their farm tools and began kissing one another in a barn. I froze for a moment with my drink in hand as the make-out session was quickly succeeded with jump cuts of the two guys out of their work clothes and sucking each other's dicks.
"What the hell is this?!" I managed to blurt out after my initial surprise. Ben burst into laughter at my stunned reaction as I glanced briefly at him before returning my attention back to the screen. One guy then began rimming the other before plowing his ass from behind on a bale of hay. Three more male couples successively engaged in all of the same activities on a tractor, on a fence, and in a silo before the two-minute trailer concluded with several jump-cuts of the guys on the verge of ejaculating.
When it was over, I turned back to Ben who was shaking silently and wiping tears from his bright-red cheeks.
"What the hell was that?!" I asked, joining him in a fit of laughter.
"You've never seen any gay porn before, have you?" Ben asked me after we both collected ourselves enough to speak. I shook my head in response, dumbstruck and blushing. "What about bi porn?" I shook my head again. "Oh, my god, you've seen straight porn, right?"
"Well, yeah,
that
I have."
"Well, what do you think?" he queried, indicating the screen with a nod of his head.
"Uh ... well," I said, searching for a response, "they all seemed to be having a really great time."
"That they did," Ben agreed. "Have you ... you know ... ever thought about doing something like that? Having sex with another guy?"
I looked back at the blank screen and stammered my response. "I ... uh ... guess I ... I don't really know."
"Well, you already have, in a way, you know," Ben teased. "When you licked my butthole and jacked my dick."
We laughed together as I felt my face flush with heat. "Well, then ... I guess I can't really say that I wouldn't ... you know ... ever have actual sex with another guy." I swallowed the lump in my throat and then asked, "What about you?"
Ben shrugged and nodded slightly. "Well, yeah," he replied casually. "I think I'd try it once. Hell, I'll try almost anything once." I nodded and then quickly looked away, taking a large gulp of my drink in order to quell the knots within my stomach. "You want another drink?" Ben offered as he extended his hand.
I wasn't completely finished with my first drink, so I downed the rest of it and handed him my glass. "Yeah, sure," I replied. He took the glass from me and headed for the kitchen. "I'm gonna hit the john real quick," I announced as I got up from the couch.
I closed the bathroom door behind me, turned on the faucet, and splashed the cool water on my face repeatedly. I leaned against the sink and wiped the water from my eyes, attempting to slow my heart rate with deliberate breathing. I looked at myself in the mirror and watched the droplets of water slowly stream down my face. I couldn't quite distinguish whether I was absolutely certain or just merely hopeful that I was about to have sex with Ben. All I knew was that I really wanted it. I couldn't completely grasp the reason as to why, because I had never considered it before, but I guess that didn't really matter. Given all that we had done over the past couple of weekends, it was, perhaps, only natural to find myself at this point. Engaging in these various homoerotic activities with him had seemed to not only establish a deeper sense of trust and comfort with him but a sexual desire for him as well. Or, more likely, it could be that I have been sexually attracted to him all along without being fully cognizant of it and that everything we did together had merely served to bring it to my attention. Truth be told, relationships with women had never been much of a priority for me; my friendships with men, particular Ben, always have been. It then occurred to me that neither of us had discussed women in any kind of specific way with each other over the entire course of our friendship. Not once had I ever seen him ogle a woman, or point out someone attractive, or even discuss his previous relationships. Perhaps Ben was more interested in gay sex than his causal demeanor and proclivity for experimentation implied. I smiled to myself at the fledgling belief that he wanted to have sex with me as much as I wanted to have sex with him.
I was slightly startled when I heard an assertive knock on the door. "You doing alright in there?" Ben asked in a muffled voice. "You better not be beating off without me."
I quickly wiped my face with a towel and opened the door. "I'm not beating off."
"Not without me, you're not," he said with a grin and then wrapped his arm around my shoulder and pulled me into the hallway. "Come on, the game's about to start."
We took our usual seats on the couch next to each other but, this time, he positioned himself close enough so that the sides of our arms and legs were firmly touching.
"So, what kind of wagers do we have for this game?" I asked, sipping my whiskey.