I fell through the shadows, my only desire was to escape, to get away from the man that had done despicable things to me. I wanted to be somewhere safe, somewhere I didn't have to have my guard up. I fell for what felt like hours but must've only been a few seconds before I reappeared. When I landed I stumbled, tripping over a rock or offset cobblestone in the street, I thought I was going to tumble to the ground but a pair of strong arms wrapped around me before I could fall.
"Are you alright?" that voice...my heart leapt of its own accord, my throat constricted, my skin stopped tingling, and my body melted into the accidental embrace as I looked up into Aiden's beautiful face, full of concern and worry. His eyes were searching my face for something...
"...no," I was barely able to whisper as the tears began to leak from my eyes, "I don't think I am..." His arms grew tighter around me as I wrapped my own around his torso. His head leaned forward to press against mine as I became fully enveloped by the embrace.
"Let's go back to the castle," he whispered into my hair. I could only nod, not trusting myself to speak for fear that only sobs would come forth. He wrapped his cloak around my shivering form, though it wasn't from the chill in the air, and he guided me over to his horse. Aiden helped me mount up before getting on behind me. I curled into his chest, continuing to hold onto him for the entire ride.
I was breathing heavily and didn't pay much attention to the trip back, I was more focused on...other things. I felt every square inch of our bodies that were touching, from his thighs behind me to his arm wrapped around me protectively as he guided Isolde up the streets in the direction of the palace. He wasn't wearing armor so I could feel his chest rise and fall with his breathing, the warmth of his body, I could hear his heartbeat that was hammering faster than it probably should've been.
"Are you alright?" I asked quietly, my eyes still closed as I savored his touch, "you seem agitated." Aiden actually laughed, a harsh bark that held no amusement.
"I'm furious," he started and my heart sank, what had I done to make him this angry? It was probably because I had wrapped him around me like a blanket to protect myself, I hadn't even hadn't even considered what seeing me, let alone touching me was doing to him. I was soiled and tainted by Coran, of course he didn't want me. My skin began to tingle again as I came to this realization.
"I'm sorry..." I started to apologize for whatever I had done as I began to move away from him as much as I could while being on the same horse.
"Why?" Aiden's voice became confused, "it's not your fault that the bastard was allowed out of the dungeons, you couldn't have known you'd run into him." I looked up and saw his jaw tense at the mention of Lord Coran.
"What was he doing in the Temple?" I asked, tentatively leaning against him again. Aiden made no move to stop me moving closer again, probably because he felt guilty, but I returned my head to his chest. I couldn't help myself, Aiden made me feel protected even now when I was certain he wanted nothing to do with me.
"Last rights, begging the Dragon of Justice for forgiveness and mercy I bet. It won't do anything to change his fate," Aiden said before muttering the next more to himself than me, "Even if the Dragon themselves comes down from the sky to pardon that bug, he'll still die for what he did to..." his voice trailed off and his jaw tensed again.
Aiden will make an amazing King, I caught myself thinking, he cares for his people and what Lord Coran did to them...what I did to them. My skin began to tingle more as I remembered the faces of every person Lord Coran had made me kill, every face wracked with terror as I ended their life, every-
"We're back," Aiden's voice pulled me back to reality, we were alone inside the royal stables. He had dismounted and was holding out his hand to help me down. I numbly took it and hopped off the horse. I took his cloak off and held it out to him.
"Thank you," I couldn't bear to look him in the eyes out of fear, fear of seeing the disgust and anger he must feel towards me.
"Why aren't you looking at me?" Aiden asked, not taking the cloak from my hands. His voice sounded choked, like he was holding something back.
"My apologies, your majesty," I said as I raised my eyes to meet his, and it was worse than I thought. There was a pain in his eyes...
"I'm sorry," Aiden's words surprised me, what did he have to be sorry for?
"Why?" I asked, dumbfounded by this situation, he had rescued me from slavery, taken me away from my captor, freed me from the bastard's control. Aiden's jaw had tensed up again and his eyes were shining with tears that were held at bay by willpower that was crumbling.
"I should've come after you right away," Aiden's hands clenched into fists, "but I couldn't because of the laws and the bureaucratic bullshit of the nobility. I knew that fucker had taken you, but I couldn't save you..."
"You did save me," I cut him off, "you're the only reason I'm here now." I would've still been trapped in the estate if not for him...but Aiden seemed to wince at that statement.
"I know, if I hadn't dragged you here in the first place that bastard wouldn't have seen you," Aiden was breathing heavily now, "and he wouldn't have taken you." I was shocked by this, I hadn't thought that Aiden would blame himself for my abduction. I looked around and spotted a hay bale in a corner. I walked over and sat down on it, nodding my head for him to join me. Aiden took a seat next to me, his whole body was tense as he gingerly lowered himself onto the bale.
"It's not your fault I was taken and...used," I said, "that was entirely HIS doing, he's the one who bribed and murdered a guard, he's the one who bought something that oozed Dark Magic."
"But If I-" Aiden started.
"I was the one who caught his eye," I said while staring at my feet, cutting him off, "I was the one that talked to him, danced with him. I brought this to myself."
"NO!" Aiden practically shouted, startling the horses, I looked up towards him and the anger on his face broke my heart, "this isn't your fault. How you act and who you talk to isn't permission for ANYONE to do what that shit-head did to you." His face softened and his voice quieted as he spoke.