Hi, my name is Phil and I'm a cock sucker. If this is a 12 step program I'm leaving, because I have no interest in stopping, I love sucking cock, and I love swallowing cum. The trouble is that I'm not out, in fact I'm married, and my wife does not know about my knob gobbling hobby. That limits my opportunities to get down on my knees and worship at my favourite shrine. I started when I lived in a big city where you can be fairly anonymous. When I moved away to a small town a few years ago I limited my cock sucking to trips to the city. Unfortunately that means I do without cum much more than I would like.
Last year I took a job in a nearby small city, and started thinking about finding a suck buddy closer to my rural home. In several years I have not gotten to know many people, rural folks seem to keep to themselves, so the risk seemed reasonable. I started looking online, and chatted with a few folks. One guy seemed interesting, he was an older biker who lived by himself about half way to work, so I could drop in after work to service him with little chance my wife would notice since I often run personal errands in town after work. We decided to meet once to give it a try, then decide if it should be a regular thing.
We arranged to meet on a Friday on my way home. His place was just outside of a small town, surrounded by trees, so nobody would notice me dropping in, this was looking better all the time. I rang the door bell and waited with a slight shiver of anticipation. The door opened, he was about 6'-2" tall, maybe 230 -240 pounds, with a shaved head and a beard. He looked at me and smiled, then stepped onto the porch and undid his pants and stood there waiting. I wasn't expecting this, but I figured we weren't easily seen from the road, so I knelt down and lifted his cock to my mouth. I licked the head gently for a while. His cock started to grow, so I started licking the entire length. It was pretty large, maybe 7-1/2" long but not too thick. When he was fully erect his cock stuck straight out at me. I took it into my mouth and ran my tongue around the head a few times, then wrapped my lips around my teeth and started moving my head back and forth along his shaft. I played with his balls as I stroked his shaft with my mouth. He started breathing a bit more noticeably, so I grasped the base of his shaft with my hand and stroked in time with my mouth. He grunted and I felt his shaft pulse as he shot a load into my mouth.
I finished swallowing and he did up his pants.
"That was pretty good can you drop by Monday?"
"Sure, see you then."
I stood up and returned to my car.
As I drove home with the taste of his cum still in my mouth I was feeling pretty good. I was looking forward to Monday.
At work on Monday I was in the break room when I realized that the biker was sitting at a table across the room from me. I pretended I didn't see him. For the rest of the day I pondered as I worked, should I show up, or just bail. This seemed a little too risky. I finally decided to was best to do as we had agreed, but then tell him I was done.
That evening was pretty much a repeat of Friday, except that he answered the door in a bathrobe so he just let if fall open and I sucked him off on the porch again. When we were done I explained that I didn't want to do anything with anybody at work, it felt like there was too much risk of somebody finding out.
"Too bad, you suck cock pretty well, and I like that you swallow every time."
"I like sucking and swallowing you, but I'm..."