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by Daisy_x
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A/N- Hi! Just a note from me before reading: This is a slow burn love story set in a dystopian future, loosely based on the UK (as that's where I am from).

Please note: there are dark themes, particularly later in the series.

Thank you :) Daisy x

***

Daniel

Daniel remembered that when the world changed, it changed very quickly. He recalled dimly a happier time, of rainbow flags hung in June, he always liked rainbows so maybe this is why that memory stuck so well. And his mum of course. His mum smiling at him and holding him tightly.

He remembered her smell, the feel of her as she hugged him, telling him he was going to be a big brother. He remembered that hug getting weaker and weaker. The arguing at the end was hardest to forget, his Dad desperately finding someone that would perform the abortion that would save her life. But of course, that was illegal. She died weak and pale, and the baby died with her.

Lots of things were illegal now. Abortion bans were followed by even stricter rules on women, as they were banned from leadership positions and government entirely. Once women's rights were mangled, they moved onto the LGBTQ community. Being gay or trans, or anything that didn't fit into their new order was considered a sin. If you were gay it was a criminal offence to act on it. Even hanging a rainbow flag would get you a hefty fine with jail time, and parades were long since squashed out.

Daniel lived as a child through the changes, and saw them in glimpses of the news and catches of conversations, not understanding the magnitude of what he was seeing and hearing. School changed too, all his lovely, friendly, female teachers disappeared, and were replaced by strict men who told them much of what they had been taught about history, religion, the world, was incorrect. Their task was to fix it.

He remembered books being burned, bonfires built high with library and school books deemed inappropriate to read.

His father was blinded by grief, and did his best to raise him, but once he turned eighteen alcohol consumed him and Daniel was left to fend for himself. Now at nineteen years old, he was looking forward to finishing his studies and moving far, far away.

Dad would manage to sober himself up enough every Sunday to attend church. A mandatory event in the new world. Daniel didn't mind going to church, he liked the songs and found the bible interesting, if a little dry sometimes. But he did often feel uncomfortable when they would preach about the evils in the world, referring to residual feminists, LGBT groups and human rights groups in other nations around the world who were 'trying to drag us to hell' with their 'false words and lies'.

Today's service was another just like it. After the third preacher stood and began to talk about why women in a business setting was harmful to their brains, he zoned out. He didn't mean to. Instead, he looked across the church at the beautiful stain glass window, currently alight with morning sun. The vibrant colours filled the church with greens, pinks and blues. One particularly strong strand of pink had landed in a boys hair on the second row. Daniel watched it play in his sandy blonde hair, mesmerised. Suddenly as if sensing his gaze, the boy turned.

It was a new face. He must be of a similar age to Daniel, with a handsome boyish appearance, his eyes were dark brown, and as they fell on him he gave a small smile. He was lit so brightly by the window behind him that he seemed to glow with ethereal light. Daniel felt too stunned to do more than smile weakly back, before the boy turned back to the preacher.

He felt a strange squeeze in his stomach at the glance, and blinked rapidly, before turning his attention resolutely to the preacher. He didn't know what just happened, but he didn't think it was a good thing. Not by their rules anyway.

"And I would like to finish this service, by welcoming our newest family to the town."

Daniel sat up, suddenly interested as the preacher gestured to the boy in the second row and what must be his parents. An older man with greying hair and a moustache, next to a pretty brunette woman who must be his wife. There was another girl there too, around the same age, with similar sandy coloured hair to the boy. He watched them shuffle uncomfortably and smile sheepishly at the attention.

"The Weston's, who I'm sure you will all make to feel welcome here."

There was a round of applause, and Daniel caught a brief glimpse of that smile again as the family turned. He watched the boy raise a hand as he waved gratefully along with his sister.

After the service was finished, there was the usual mingling. People were shaking hands and chatting with each other. Many were giving his father, and by proxy him, a wide birth. His father muttered something about stuck up idiots and took a swig from his hip flask.

Daniel pushed through the crowd, heading towards the knot at the centre. The Weston's were surrounded by well wishers welcoming them to the town. He joined them, letting the crowd push him slowly towards them. To him.

"Hello young man, you are?" Mr Weston said, and Daniel ripped his eyes from his son to smile politely.

"Daniel sir, welcome."

The man had a stern face, and he smiled tightly and nodded his thanks.

"Thank you Daniel," Mrs Weston said, "you should say hello to Clara and Luke," she said, gesturing to the pair.

"Hi," the girl said, "I'm Clara," she smiled prettily at him and he smiled back. She was beautiful too, not quite as beautiful as her brother, but she too had those big brown eyes, framed by long dark lashes.

"Hi," he replied, before glancing at Luke. His mouth went dry. He was tall, with broad sloping shoulders, and was, somehow, even more handsome close up. The light was still shining on him in that odd, sparkling way and for a moment Daniel was speechless.

"Hi?" Luke laughed, breaking the silence with a slightly lopsided grin.

"Hi!" Daniel replied breathlessly. He realised how weird he was being just staring at him and stuck out his hand, "Daniel," he said, "welcome!"

Luke and Clara both laughed, and he looked between them, feeling mortified.

Eventually Luke took his hand and grinned, "nice to meet you Daniel. I'm Luke."

His handshake was firm and confident, and Daniel found himself knocked dumb. He felt his cheeks redden and he began mumbling something about checking on his dad and backing away. He knocked over a lady behind him and turned to help her apologising profusely. He reddened only further on hearing Luke continue to chuckle behind him.

He darted away, breathless back to his father and slumped down on the pew beside him. His father glanced at him, and then over towards the crowd. Daniel thought he saw Luke crane his neck over the throng and hoped that just maybe, he was looking for him.

His dad's eyes fell onto him and he glanced back at him. The steely eyes didn't look so intoxicated in that moment.

"What?" He said defensively.

He huffed and stood. "Let's go. Now."

***

Luke

"Whatcha reading?" Clara asked, as she jumped onto his bed. He put down his book sighing, there was no way he was going to finish it with Clara in his room.

"Nothing you'd like. What do you want?" He asked and she pouted at him. She did that a lot.

"I wanted to hang out with my brother, is that allowed?"

He rolled his eyes but smiled at her all the same. Clara was annoying and loud, but he loved her. They had shared a room until they were twelve, and as twins they'd always had a particularly close relationship. Especially since neither of them really gelled all that well with their strict, authoritarian parents.

"So what was with that guy at the church earlier?" She asked and Luke fought back a chuckle at the memory.

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He had first spotted him sat near the back of the church, only a brief glimpse, a polite smile. He didn't properly register him until after the service.

There were so many people, mostly older couples who he'd instantly forgotten the names of. But when he pushed through, Luke was instantly interested. He was shorter than him, but not short by normal standards, with a tangle of dark black hair that was at odds with his pale skin. What was the most striking about him were his eyes. Shockingly blue, Luke had to do a double take. He had no idea eyes could look like that. He was genuinely excited to meet him, to talk to him.

But as soon as he had come close to him and Clara, he had turned beetroot red and when Luke shook his hand, he had practically ran away from them, knocking over an old woman in the process. Luke felt intrigued. He had been expecting to be bored in this small little town, but he had definitely changed things.

"His name was Daniel I think," he said smiling to himself.

"He was cute," Clara said firmly, "and did you see how awkward he was around me? So hot, I wouldn't mind a piece of that."

"Clara, gross!" he protested, throwing a pillow light heartedly at her. She caught it and grinned.

"You don't think he was cute?"

Luke thought about those eyes, and smirked, "I guess he wasn't bad looking. But what do I know about guys?"

"True," she conceded. "There was a cute girl called Sophie who seemed your type. Girl next door sorta face, brown hair, petite. Oh my God. What if-" she said suddenly sitting up in excitement. "What if I make friends with Sophie and you make friends with Daniel and we can have like a double date!"

Luke scowled, "Clara that is so lame."

"Do you not want to be friends with him?" She asked.

Luke thought for a moment and then sighed. He did want to find out more about Daniel, and if it made Clara back off for a bit, then what was the harm?

"Okay fine," he agreed, "I'll make friends with him."

***

Daniel

Daniel was gay. It was his biggest secret in a world where being gay was worthy of jail time or worse. He tried his best to convince himself otherwise, to date and kiss and fancy women, but he didn't. He couldn't.

Until now, he had sufficiently kept his desires in check by watching movies with handsome male leads. He hadn't been interested in men in the real world, hadn't let himself be interested. He knew the cost would be too high, the risks too great. That was until now.

Luke Weston. Fuck. The god that he was. Daniel couldn't think about anything or anyone else for the rest of the day...or night. He realised how foolish he had been in the church, behaviour like that could get him caught out, under suspicion. He had to stay away from Luke as much as possible, as if his life depended on it. Because it did. Eventually with that damming promise to himself, he fell into uneasy sleep.

He headed to school Monday morning, feeling on edge and skittish. Making his normal route through the crowds of students, towards his first classroom, he kept his head down, keen to avoid any well meant conversations. He deliberately made no friends, it was easier to be a social floater, and not let anyone close enough to catch him out in his secret.

He headed to the bathroom first, checking his reflection in the mirror. His dark black hair was as unruly as ever, his skinny face and body hidden by his oversized clothes. The only saving grace were his blue eyes. They had been his mums, and the only thing he liked about himself. When he looked at them, he could almost convince himself that it was her looking back at him.

"Come on Danny," she would have said. "You can do this."

He opened the door to the classroom and headed to his normal seat at the back, taking out a book and reading whilst the rest of his classmates filtered in.

The bell rang and his Geography teacher, Mr Hegarty, began the lesson.

"Good morning class," he said, "today we are going to continue our learning from last week on coastal erosion. So if you would please open up your textbooks to page 78, we will-"

A knock resounded on the classroom door and someone opened the door.

"Good morning sir, I'm sorry I'm late, I was just finishing my briefing the office."

Daniel, who had been finding page 78 in his textbook, suddenly looked up and tried to stop his mouth from gawking. It was him. Luke Weston. Stood in his classroom. He looked even more perfect than he remembered, and he tried to stop himself from outwardly groaning.

The teacher, pleased by Luke's polite tone, smiled.

"Ah so you're my new student. Luke Weston? Yes. Pleased to have you. Take a seat, there should be... ah yes, one next to Mr Hughes at the back there."

Daniel shrunk into his chair as Luke caught his gaze. He smiled, his eyes twinkling slightly and Daniel hoped it wasn't at the memory of their last encounter. He eased through the desks and sat down next to him. Daniel avoided looking at him, staring instead at Mr Hegarty, who began teaching. He sat as far on the edge of his chair as he could, as though by being near Luke he might get burned.

"Hey," Luke whispered.

Daniel ignored him.

"Um, it was Daniel right? I don't have a textbook yet, do you mind if we share?"

Daniel glanced down at the book and then at Luke, who gave him a hopeful smile.

"Fine," he hissed, sliding it between them.

"Thanks, you're a lifesaver," he whispered and Daniel ignored the little flutter in his gut at the words.

Mr Hegarty insisted on silent working in class, so there was very little conversation after that. Despite this, he got very little done, his mind on overdrive, hyper aware of Luke's every movement next to him.

He glanced at him on occasion, his neat handwriting, focused gaze with furrowed brows. At one point he seemed to be biting his lip in concentration, but stopped as he caught his gaze, giving him a small smile. Daniel whipped his head back to his work and didn't dare another glimpse after that.

He closed his eyes, breathing out slowly. He had to get a hold of this before it went too far. Before his fantasies got him into serious trouble. What was wrong with him? Why couldn't he control himself?

When the bell signalling the end of lesson rang he jumped out of his chair so fast Luke looked up in alarm, startled. He began shoving his belongings into his backpack without a word and threw it over his shoulder.

"Um, thanks for sharing the book," Luke said and Daniel nodded.

"No problem," he added, feeling awkward, and not meeting his eyes. "Bye."

He walked from the room at speed, so it surprised him that Luke seemed to be following only a few steps behind. He turned perplexed, and Luke grinned, running the few steps between so that he was beside him as he walked.

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"So did I do something to piss you off? Or is it about what happened in church?" He asked brightly and Daniel scowled.

"What, no."

"Then why are you being so weird with me?" He said, but his expression was still lightly amused.

"I'm not. I'm like this with everyone," he muttered. Not entirely a lie, he did hold people at arms length, although Luke he intended to hold at a football fields length.

"Why?" Luke asked.

Frustrated, Daniel stopped walking to face him, earning disgruntled noises from the students in their wake. "Why does it matter to you?"

He shrugged, "just sounds kinda sad. Don't you want friends?"

"I have friends."

"Okay, where are they then?"

Daniel glared at him, "fine, I don't have friends, and I don't want friends. Why do you care?

"Because you seem cool and I want to be friends with you."

"Well I don't," he glowered.

"Didn't seem that way in the church," he grinned.

"That was- I was- it was a mistake."

Luke laughed, "okay, well you're my friend now. So you're going to have to deal with it," he said, reaching out and ruffling his hair with a grin before walking off cheerfully past him. Daniel stood frozen in the corridor, glued to the floor, the frantic thumping of his heart loud in his ears.

***

Luke

Daniel was stubborn. But so was Luke. Daniel was determined to make it as difficult as possible to be his friend, he would hide in toilets, dodge him in hallways, and generally be standoffish in conversations. He wouldn't even meet his eyes half the time.

But all this did was fascinate him even more. Luke had never met someone who went so far out of their way to have no friends. Thanks to his father's job, he had bounced from school to school, more times than he could count. He'd always been fine thanks to Clara, and generally he got on well with everyone. But he'd never met anyone quite like Daniel.

He could tell from just watching, that he was not unpopular, in fact many people seemed to want to be friends with him, but he would politely and repeatedly brush them off.

He was less polite to Luke, but then Luke was persistent. He didn't know why it mattered to him so much, but it did. He wanted to know why. And more than that, he genuinely liked Daniel. The brief moments where he let his guard down and cracked a joke or a smile were the highlights of Luke's day.

Other guys in the year told him that he had always been like this, others said that it got worse when his Mum died in primary school.

"He just likes to be a loner, but he's a cool enough guy once you get to know him," one classmate, James, explained.

When Luke heard about his mum, he felt a pang of pity. It must have been hard to lose her so young, and he couldn't help wondering what had happened. He couldn't imagine what he would have been like if it was only him and his father growing up.

His father was the complete opposite of Luke, and they both knew it too. His father was constantly trying to get him to be more like him, to mix with what he considered the 'right crowd', but Luke wasn't interested in the slightest. He knew his father wouldn't want him friends with Daniel, but that only added to the long list of reasons why he was going to make it so.

***

Daniel

Luke was a determined force of nature. He had decided that Daniel was going to be his friend, so Daniel would be. He clearly wasn't the sort of person who gave up easy. Everyday he would find him, strike up conversation, ignore Daniel's short responses and just smile. He was beginning to crack though, he could feel it. Every now and then Luke would coax out a smile or a laugh and he would get this satisfied smug grin on him. It made Daniel want to punch him and kiss him at the same time.

On one of these days, Luke had found him sat on a bench at lunch, of course alone as usual, and had plonked himself down beside him and began complaining one sidedly about the essay Mr Hegarty had set. Daniel didn't even say a word, but he listened.

"and I mean, setting it on a Friday, due in for Monday, what's that about?" He sighed, and Daniel shrugged with a 'I don't know what to say' sort of grim smile, taking a bite of his sandwich.

"Are you good at essays? I'm shit."

"I'm alright," he said quietly and Luke turned with bright eyes.

"Aw Danny you're going to have to help me. I don't even know where to start."

Daniel frowned, "did you just call me Danny?"

It felt odd, hearing the name that no one had called him since his mother had died. Not even his Dad called him that anymore. It felt surprisingly nice.

Luke grinned and shrugged, "it's a nickname. Friends give each other nicknames. You can call me Lukey."

Daniel laughed, "I am not calling you Lukey!"

"Aw what about Lukey Wookey?" he said batting his eyelashes teasingly.

He rolled his eyes, but was smiling despite himself. Luke noted his good mood and tried again.

"Will you though? Help me? Come round mine this weekend and we can work on it together."

"Hmm maybe," he said grudgingly, despite every bone in his body begging him to say yes, to spend more time with Luke.

"Plus my sister will be there," he grinned shoulder bumping him.

Daniel froze, "what?"

Luke laughed, "oh my god, you're so into her!"

"No I'm not! What- why-" Daniel spluttered and Luke only laughed harder. He loved his laugh, he began blushing fiercely again which only intensified the laughing.

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