I let go.
I let go my inhibitions, my reservations, my apprehension, and my fear. I just let them all go. I let my normally repressed slut run free.
It has been two months since I had sex with a man. I was cock crazy. It was Saturday night and I had been with a couple of friends having dinner and drinks earlier. The party broke up around eleven PM and everybody headed home. Well, everybody but me.
I went to The Club. A gay bath house in my town. It was clean, well-managed and at 11 PM on a Saturday it was busy.
I pressed the buzzer, rode up to the fourth floor, paid my fee, got my locker and safety deposit keys and headed to the locker room. I undressed, put all my things, including my glasses, into the small locker. I folded my towel in half lengthwise. I have been told I have great legs, so I like to show them off with a mini skirt like towel.
I went down the stairs one floor and turned left toward the dark play area. The hall was faintly lit and the rented rooms were open, often with a naked man laying on it. I paused at one room. He was attractive. He motioned me in. I removed my towel and stood beside his bed next to his head. He took my cock in his mouth and gently sucked me. I took a bit of a dominant approach (most guys laying on a bed hoping for company are submissive -- so I treat them like one.)
I climbed up on the bed, straddled his head and began to face fuck him. I pinned his arms down with my knees. I faced the door and began to deep stroke into his mouth. A few guys gathered at the door to watch.
I adore being watched -- it makes me super horny. I looked down and saw his shaved cock, standing at an unimpressive 5 inches, maybe. I stroked him gently, encouraging him to do a good job sucking me. I watched the guys at the door. I closed my eyes, rolled my head, moaned a little, all to make the event a visual treat for my audience.
As abruptly as I got on him, I got off. I didn't want to cum, and he wanted me to blow my load. I patted his cock, grabbed my towel, went through the group at the door and turned toward the dark room.
An issue with being seen as a top, in a building for of bottoms is, I am now the object of desire for a few of them and counterproductive to my goal. I wanted to be the bottom. My actions in the room meant I was going to have to fend off a few guys who wanted to finish me off. I ran the risk of offending them, thinking I am rejecting them though couldn't worry about them, I was here to get breed.
I walked into the playroom, my towel over my shoulder. This wasn't normal practice. Most guys keep their towels on till they are ready to play. I don't, to show I am always ready to play.
I have been told many times I am handsome and hot. At 5'9" and 200lbs with some belly I wasn't a porn star. But I do seem to attract some attention. Usually, I attract the attention of sluts just like me. I usually wear a bottom persona if that happens. I walk a little feminine, lick my lips clearly indicating what I want. I even pose with my back to the room to show off my willing and eager ass.
To my left is a room bathed in red mood lighting. A padded platform against a wall, a sling in the middle of the room and a sitting rail against one wall. To my right, a dark maze. Plank walls constructed into a zigzag pattern with open areas at each turn. I wandered into the maze, honestly my favorite place to play. I wanted raw, anonymous sex. Animal lust. I didn't want to see them, just feel them. This room was perfect for that.