I think I passed out last night after 'the incident' from exhaustion. Now that I was awake and fully lucid, my shame and humiliation were weighing down on me, but I couldn't deny that I had started to enjoy it. My mind suddenly went to thinking about his cock. It excited me when he used and abused my holes for his pleasure. My traitorous thoughts were interrupted by Killian's footsteps.
He greeted me normally and asked me what I wanted for breakfast. This was confusing me because he was acting as if nothing was unusual, and I hadn't just fucked and sucked his cock the night before. I didn't know how to act, so I pretended that nothing had happenedΒ either. We had some breakfast, and I left for home.
The days after, were weird. Sex with my girlfriend was just not pleasurable anymore. This made me really frustrated sexually and was affecting my behavior. I often found myself fantasizing about sucking cocks, swallowing their loads, and getting fucked by dicks. Those thoughts and fantasies increased every day until all I wanted was someone to fuck me and use me.
I held out for a week but ended up going to Killian's place. He let me in with a knowing smirk. He asked me if I needed something. He knew exactly what I needed, but he wanted me to say it.
"I need your cock. Please just fuck me, fuck my face, and use me for your pleasure," I begged. He seemed satisfied with the answer and mockingly said, "This faggot bitch is finally showing his true colors. Are you dissatisfied with your gf's pussy? You need a big cock in your ass to show you what a real man is? Now get on your knees and beg to suck my cock. Tell me how badly you need it."
"Oh god, I need your big fat cock in my mouth, fucking my face. Please, please, I need your cock." I begged, relieving myself of my last modicum of shame.
"Okay, slut, let's see what you can do with that faggot mouth of yours. Open your mouth and stick your tongue out", he ordered. He drove his cock into me, and I tried to take him as deep as I could. I bobbed my head up and down his cock and sucked hard. I swirled my tongue on his sensitive spot, licking and sucking it. Hearing his moans and grunts made me so hard. I wanted to please him and milk him dry. I needed his cum in my mouth, pouring down my throat and dribbling down my chin. I was so hard and almost ready to bust inside my pants.
"Oh god, baby, you are such a good little slut, sucking my cock like a pro. Ah yes, take my cock and keep working it, fuckkkk", he groaned. He held my face and started drilling himself into me, using my mouth as an object for his orgasm. I moaned in anticipation of his cum. He shifted his weight forward again and drove his entire length down my throat, holding it there. I gagged again at his big cock.
I tried to moan, but it was muffled by his thick cock, which simply vibrated, giving him more pleasure. The pleasure I felt from being defeated and submitting was incredible. I was being degraded and used by this dominant man, and it felt better than anything I had ever experienced.
"Ohhhhh ahhhhh fuckkkkkk take my cum slut. Swallow my fucking cummmmmm ahhhhhh."
His body spasmed as his cum flooded my mouth in huge spurts. I swallowed it all down and moaned, not wasting a single drop. I then licked his cock and balls clean of any cum that was present, his body twitching with pleasure.
"So fucking greedy for my cum." He retorted. "What are you?"
"I am your cock-sucking bitch, Killian. I am your cum dumpster. I love your cum in my mouth. Just thinking about your jizz makes me so hard." I admitted.
"Good boy. You need more of my cock, faggot? Maybe you can ride it till I explode in your ass?"