This story is graphic! If gay sex, breeding or forced sexual situations offend you please do not read this story. ***Spoiler*** this story is about forced gay sex.
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I have been a cocksucker for about a year now. Guess I shouldn't toot my own horn but I've become a really good cocksucker.
I understand the importance of keeping my hobby private. I guess I will never totally lose the shame of what I have become but at the same time I'm quite proud of my skills. What can I say? Cock sucking is what I'm best at and what I love.
I'm also married to a lovely woman. I fuck her and I am (for the most part) straight. For some reason there is nothing I love more than a cock in my mouth.
I found out I was a cocksucker later on in life as an adult after a trucker forced me to suck his cock. I think about him sometimes. Over the past year I have gotten much better and learned some of the dos and don'ts of being a married/closeted cocksucker. Everyone has there own recipe on how to stay safe and secrete but this is mine.
#1). I never use the internet to find sex
#2). Never flirt with men even if I think they are gay
#3). I only meet with men at public locations like gloryholes
#4). DON'T become a regular
#5). No anal
#6). Understand the risk
#7). Pace yourself
I learned #7 the hard way. Cum is good but if you have too much you could end up with a really bad stomach issue. I learned that my first time at a glory hole, it was the only time I lost track of how many cocks I had taken. I have a 10 cocks max rule depending on how big their loads are. On the last cock I jerk off so I can go back to my hotel.
I have been living my life as a cocksucker in this way for a little over a year now. I get more than enough cocks to keep me full on my work trips. These might not be your rules but I have had no issues, II am very happy with my life, everything is stable.
That is, things were stable until they assigned me an assistant. About a month ago we brought on board a recent college graduate. Jason was suppose to be some kind of hot shot. Already the company was sending him out to learn from the best, me.
I really wouldn't mind a bit of help but having his shadow hanging around really complicates things. I can't disappear and suck cocks. I'm sure Jason had a nice young cock but I tried to keep that out of my mind as much as I could.
Jason was average height, fit and handsome. I found my self getting glimpse of his bulge here and there. Sometimes I felt like he was flirting but than I remembered how eager to please I was when I first started.
We were flying out to Foreign Big City for a conference.
"Sir, I wasn't sure if you liked Columbia Sun or Regular blend or decaf so I just got all three," he stood there struggling to hold 3 cups of coffee. I'll admit the worship was nice at first but this combined with the fact I wasn't getting dick was really starting to annoy me.
"You really don't have to do that," I looked at the airport terminal clock, It was 3pm.
"It's no big deal I don't mind, you take the one you want and I'll just pick," he seemed eager.
"Okay I guess decaf, thank you." I got my cup and waited on them to call our boarding number. I really wanted to sleep and I wasn't sure if there would be any delays. I was feeling anxiety because we were within eye shot of the terminal bathroom and I found myself staring at the door wondering who was hooking up and who wasn't.
More then a few of them were 'looking'. I saw one guy go in with a guilty 'everyone is looking at me' expression about 45 minutes ago and he hasn't been out sense. I was so horny thinking about how many cocks he must be sucking. I studied the guys coming back out trying to spot indications of men having gotten off, a few relaxed smiling faces emerged. I realized there was really no deference between a guy who really needed to pee or really needed to cum. It turned me on to think of it that way. As a cocksucker I offer men a simple biological release, I'm a receptacle. What more appropriate place for a cocksucker than a dirty bathroom floor? I wish we had a more honest society. Sometimes men just need to unload (go number 3). We should have alcoves in public restrooms where men can use a cocksucker, finish and wash up before going about there day.
I licked my lips.
"NOW BOARDING".
Jason grabbed the bags and the two of us boarded the plane. We sat in first class. I would normally go to sleep for most of the flight but I just couldn't. I was too sexually frustrated. I needed cock bad. I had brought my cyber-skin dildo with me (yes TSA did notice it in my bag). I was going to have to use my toy as soon as we got to the hotel there was just no way I could function without getting off.
"Sir--"
"WHAT?!" I realized my mistake as soon as I saw the look in his eyes, "I'm sorry, I'm under a lot of stress."
"Sorry."
"What was it?"
"Nothing." He looked down at the Skymal he was reading.
I felt like total shit. It really killed my mood and for that I was grateful. I managed the whole rest of the flight without an erection and I was able to get to sleep, thank god. By the time I woke up we had already landed.
Jason didn't say much.
We got our bags and called a taxi to take us to the hotel.
Don't get me wrong the hotel was great but for the life of me I can't figure out why we had to stay in the same room. I asked the attendant if she had any other rooms but she said they were full because of the conference.
The bellhop brought our bags up to our floor and asked if everything was alright.
I'll hand it to the company the hotel was nice. We had two bedrooms but we shared a bath. I could live with that.
I got the room connected to the bathroom with the bigger closet. I put my stuff on the bed but decided maybe I would have a few drinks and watch some porn before I got started.
I checked out the mini-bar but decided I would have more fun trying out the hotel bar. I got dressed in some comfortable shorts and a t-shirt and left the room.
I got down to the bar. It was small but there were a few other people slumming it in shots (likely all going to the same conference). I sat on the next seat over from a woman about my age. She must have been horny as well because she looked up from her phone and started flirting right away.
"I guess you are here for the conference?" She turned toward me and smiled. I could smell the alcohol on her breath even a chair away.
"Umm, I'm sorry," I was a bit taken back I wasn't expected a stranger to talk to me.