(so True)
I don't know how many men feel this way, but I have had this fascination with the thought of a hard cock or cocks. Size does not matter nor does the color, only the fact that a cock will stand up and becomes hard when most of the time that member is flaccid and hidden from view. But, when it is excited it stiffens and grows to something different, almost demanding.
In the good old days of porn and video stores, I would visit glory holes and supply my meat to the hole while watching the videos in the back booths. I always enjoyed the feeling of a mouth pulling on me while I cruised the different movies. A few times I would have a cock poke into my side and I would touch but never suck. I did some sword fighting and enjoyed rubbing the two cocks together. But I was always a receiver, not a giver.
However, all that changed, slowly at first, when my wife and I decided we wanted to try swinging. We met some couples, did some watching and eventually some swapping. While I loved taking another woman, I began, more and more, to watch my wife and the guy. I enjoyed watching a stiff cock enter her mouth and seeing her hungrily swallowing and sucking those stiff cocks. I would get more excited the more I watched and then she would get them off in her mouth, she is a swallower. Eventually we got to the point where I would invite just males and watch them fuck and suck. However, that changed with children.
I continued to scan the swingers sites seeing what was out there. Gradually I started paying attention to males more and more. And then I began to realize that it was their cocks that interested me, that and watching videos or revisited the pictures I took of her with a cock in her mouth. Suddenly I knew I had to try it.
After a few visits to booths, before they were shut down or the holes were covered, I decided to place an add in one of the sites.