At last I have the courage to write about my sexual experiences. All the stories are true. Only the names have been changed to protect the guilty.
STORY 2
Soon after meeting Gerry in the workās toilet several weeks ago, I was moved to another department within the works. This was normal when oneās an apprentice. Its to help gain work experience, and in my case other kinds of experiences. I soon made friends with my age group. We all would meet up at the railway club on a Friday night for beer and a knock on the snooker table.
One Friday night us lads were in the club having a drink and a laugh. When, who I found out later was (lets call him Gordon) a man I recognised that works in the same department as me. He stood awhile talking to me. He was a black man, I believe he came from Jamaica to work in the UK. We talked about snooker and the different pubs and working menās clubs he goes drinking in.
It then became my turn on the snooker table, so I said ā see you againā. āOK Joeā he said and he moved on elsewhere in the club.
One of my mates told me that there is a rumour āheās gayā. I indicated that none of us are perfect, and carried on playing.
My mind was not really on the game. I couldnāt help thinking about this Gordon, with his clothes a little baggy one him. I could see him at the bar talking to some other guys. He would glance over at me and give me a faint smile, I would smile back. I was intrigued that he new my name.
I could not concentrate properly on playing the game.
One of my mates said āwhatās up with you tonight Joe, your play is piss-poorā . āI donāt knowā- āone canāt be on top form all the timeā I said..
But I knew the reason was this Gordon. I could tell as he moved around the bar area that he was nicely shaped, even through his dark baggy clothes. At last we finished the game, and the next set of players āset upā the snooker balls. I went to the bar for another drink. I discreetly looked around, but I could not see him, he was gone.
Over the week end I would at times, without consciously knowing, be thinking of him, wondering what he was doing now, or screwing. I would wonder if he is gay or what he looks like naked.
One night I lay in bed thinking of him. I could not help myself to wank off. On several occasions I would lay on my back with my head propped up with a double pillow. My legs bent up and wide apart. I would quickly squirt my cum onto my chest thinking about him watching me with that smile. After a few weeks the thoughts passed along with the fact that I was not yet 19 and he must be 30 years old.
It was normal at the end of the working week, provided you have completed all the weekās work, for the apprentices to meet up and talk on a Friday afternoon. On this particular Friday afternoon, us mates would gather outside the department behind some wagons. We would talk about what we were going to do over the weekend. Some said lets go to the dance hall tomorrow night. Two of my mates were keen on darts and snooker. One of my mates was very un-happy because he had been ādumpedā by his girl friend.
One by one they returned to the department to clean off the tools and lock up equipment and other duties. I was alone, so I lit up a cigarette thinking what I might do this weekend. It was about 4 pm and the sun had just gone down with it being winter, but a clear sky and a strong twilight made it still light to see.
I stood there rolling a cigarette and leaning back onto the wagon side. This man came into view from behind the wagon. It was the āJamaicanā that spoke to me in the railway club a few weeks ago.