It's a dark and unseasonably blustery morning. I finished my work early today so I found myself alone at home, horny as hell with none of my usual outdoor activities available to distract me. My wife had promised to make love to me tonight, she's been busy with her own routine so we haven't made love in quite some time... her promise as she left this morning is the reason for my considerable sexual arousal and frustration today.
Over our many years of marriage there have been numerous times of lengthy "drought" in our sex life. I'd like to say I never cheated, but I cannot. I can say that I've never cheated on her with a woman though...
In my younger years I got by on almost daily masturbation. Of course as I got older I needed more and more outside stimulation so porn became a big part of my routine. As is common, I enjoyed watching close up videos of beautiful ladies sucking beautiful cocks. I especially enjoyed the ones that swallowed and seemed to enjoy the entire experience. Over time, as you may have guessed, I began to pay more and more attention to the cock... That led to curiosity which led to experimentation with toys like dildos and butt plugs which eventually led to an overwhelming desire to experience the real thing. Yes, me, a married man in my early sixties have become fixated on giving another man head, and eventually maybe more.
So that takes me back to today. I find myself totally horned up with only a promise from my wife that I'll get some relief tonight. She doesn't have a good track record of following through with those promises. Because of that I've made the decision that today is the day.
I've read about ABS's and the viewing booths with glory holes but I just recently learned about one just 20 miles from my house. My horned up brain is hell bent on going today. I plan to give a random cock the thrill of a lifetime (or at least give it my best shot!) and tonight if I'm disappointed again I'll at least have the memory of this afternoon to help me shoot a load in the shower tomorrow morning. I plan to give my first blowjob and swallow, but I'll keep my own cock in my pants today, this will serve as my foreplay.
Taking a deep breath as I climb in and start my car, another deep breath as I pull out onto the road and begin my 30 minute drive to my destiny. As I drive I'm imagining what the ABS has in store for me. I've never been to a sex store with viewing booths or theaters before. This one has both.
By the time I arrive my thoughts of all of the possibilities had softened my intentions of just experimenting with pleasuring anonymous strangers, my cock was rock hard and wanting relief. I tell myself that I'll just see how it goes and not make any final decisions until I get a "lay of the land" as it were.
I cautiously approach the large black door of the smallish black and non-descript building. A small sign saying "PACIFIC ADULT BOOKS XXX" is the only indication that I'm at the right location (although of course -- that's plenty of information!)
I pull the door open and scoot inside like I'm afraid someone will see me if I linger outside.
The retail portion of the "store" is small but stocked to the ceiling with CD's, negligée and sex toys. Movie posters high on the walls reveal what is playing in the theater and available in the booths. I've developed a serious boner now and I'm fixated on the sights and sounds that I'm experiencing just a few feet inside, so close to the normal world but so far away from what is acceptable. So much sinfully arousing stimulus just inside of that big door!
"Can I help you find something?" a pleasantly sing-songy female voice rang out. It instantly brought me back from my trance.
As I turned to respond I gazed upon a cute young blonde gal behind the cashier's stand. She smiled at me as her eyes moved down to pause looking directly at my obvious bulge.
"We've got a $20 special that allows you unlimited access to the theater and an hour's worth of coupons for the booths. That should be enough to get you where you want to go." she said with a flirty wink.
I quickly handed her a $20 bill without saying a word. In my mind I was thinking how wonderful it would be to be young and somewhere else with her! Anywhere else. She gave me a pass for the theater and a stack of coupons for the booths. "Have a good time in there! See you again in a while." With that she cast her eyes once again at my swollen junk and smiled.
I turned and walked quickly to the door marked "Theater" scooting in as quickly as I could. I was embarrassed. Embarrassed but still on my quest. As much as I wished she could be mine, I knew that I am now old, overweight and have nothing to really offer her.
As my eyes adjusted to the darkness of the theater I could see two screening areas. One was playing a scene with a beautiful young blonde and a young, large and very handsome black man. She was on her back with her ankles on his shoulders and he was delivering some serious loving with his long and honestly beautiful manhood, pistoning her pussy. I felt my underwear getting wet as i watched. Checking out the other screen (partially out of curiosity and partially to prevent an early conclusion to my afternoon...) I watched a tall and well-built black man kissing a good looking but smaller and not at all as well chiseled white man. They were both enthusiastically groping each other as they kissed. As I became captivated by the scene I began to envision myself as the smaller man. I wondered if he felt feminine in his role. I took a seat in the empty theater and wondered to myself what I would feel like in a situation like that.
