Doublelist CUMS THRU
I`m John and just turned 60 years old, just divorced, and just came out as gay. I`m what some would call your typical late-blooming gay man, who spent 3/4 of his life in denial, always carrying around an itch nothing I did seem to scratch.
I`m a 6 ft. tall guy weighing in at 190 lbs. give or take a few. Reasonably fit from an hour a day on the treadmill, with a few extra pounds on my gut that never seems to get any smaller no matter what I do. My cock is 6 inches uncut thanks to being born in Germany shortly after WW2 where circumcision wasn't normally performed. I have what my newly ex-wife called an "Indian butt", as in not even close to being a "bubble" butt.
Not really handsome or ugly, but just an average, decent looking guy; newly divorced from a marriage that was doomed from the start. We stayed together for 22 years, with the last 5 being one fight after another. Most every one of them was my fault since I felt myself drowning every day, with the surface and air getting further away. Two kids, a boy, and a girl, both grown now. I was surprised, relieved when they were both fine with me being gay. Both said all they wanted was for me to be happy.
So, OK, here I am free to be me. I found a nice 1 bedroom apartment and moved in. Now what? Seek out the nearest bathhouse? Go to an adult bookstore gay section? Cruise local park men`s rooms? Stand in my window naked, waving my cock at guys with a "how about it" look on my face? If that`s your thing, good for you. Be happy and enjoy it.
It`s not for me though. Maybe a holdover from all the years of being closeted, or shy, or scared, or I don`t know all of the reasons. I just knew none of them were anything that got my juices flowing and put a bulge in my shorts.
There were many gay porn videos and stories, lots of my hand working my cock as I put myself into the videos and stories as one of the characters.
In one of the stories, it mentioned how Craigslist used to be one way for gay men to find each other for sex. Off to Craigslist I went and noticed in the Missed Connections everything that caught my attention, when clicked on it would say "Flagged for removal". Then I came on a post saying a big fuck you to whoever was doing all the flagging but offered up a site called Doublelist.com as the new place for hooking up.
Being curious and horny I checked the site and it was categorized by sexual preference. I clicked on the "guys for guys" and in a flash there it was, post after post. Some with pictures, but it said you needed to join to see them; so I did and I looked, and looked, and looked. First I looked for someone in my area, the 33596 zip code. Then I checked what they wanted. Long story short, I responded to 5 postings and waited anxiously for a reply.
You old hands at this know what happened; a big, fat nothing. Occasionally I would get an email wanting pictures of my cock, or ass, or both. Back and forth emails going nowhere. But it was all I had so I kept looking.
Then one day I saw this posting and answered it without many expectations but it sounded so good I couldn`t just let it go without a try. It read:
"Gay couple looking for you to come and spend the day by our pool
Get an all-over tan.
Take a no suit needed swim.
Have a drink.
Enjoy a day full of naked man fun."