Bi Admission - the Next Level

I had successfully sucked not only my first cock, but several others since. I had discovered that I liked giving pleasure to the guys I met with, that I wasn't really interested in reciprocation, and that I had a preference for being in and out with no frills or small talk. Over the months since that first cock, I learned a lot about myself. But one of these visits had me thinking...he asked if I would be willing to bottom. I didn't bottom that night, had never really even thought about it before...but the thought lingered.

The lingering thought led to some reading which then led to some experimentation with toys. A couple of dildos and plugs later, starting small and gradually moving up in size, I found that I enjoyed jerking my cock with a toy inserted or that I sometimes just enjoyed the toy alone. Ultimately I decided that the lingering thought of bottoming could become more of reality...I wanted to not just experiment with sucking cock, but I wanted to experiment with being fucked by a cock.

I kept up with Craigslist and sucked the occasional guy off; happily swallowing their cocks and the cum that they would shoot into my throat. I started looking for an opportunity to bottom, but wasn't successful in getting anything worked out. Eventually I got up the nerve to post my own ad, looking for a guy that understood it was my first time and would top me anyway. I received a fair amount of responses, but most were either scams or never had a realistic chance of working out.

One message caught my attention, a guy who seemed understanding of what I was looking for. He wasn't in a rush to get together and we exchanged a significant amount of messages. Despite being significantly nervous, we eventually agreed to meet at his place and set a date and time.

The day came and I cleaned myself up as best I could inside and out. I even inserted a small plug that I had before driving to his place. I wanted to be ready when I got there; so just before I arrived, I stopped and pulled the plug out. When I got there, he met me at his side door; a taller, thin slightly older guy who was just as friendly in person as he was in our e-mail conversation. I followed him to a bedroom, where I saw that he already had a condom and lube laid out on a nightstand.

There wasn't much small talk and I followed his instruction. He turned on the TV and started a porn, though I couldn't tell you what kind of porn it was. We took our clothes off and I climbed onto the bed on my hands and knees. He took the lube from the nightstand and started feeling and then fingering my ass, first one finger and then a second. He asked me if I liked to be rimmed and when I told him that I had never been, I felt him start to rim my asshole. My nerves had already started to relax and I was enjoying the play, but when he started rimming my ass, I really relaxed and even moaned a little.

After a short time, he asked if I was ready for more. I told him I was, expecting him to take the condom off the nightstand, but instead he took a small vibrator off the nightstand that I hadn't noticed. He lubed up the vibrator and slowly pushed it in all the way, asking if I was comfortable and if I liked it. When I told him that I was, he turned he vibrator on and I caught myself moaning a little again. He moved the vibrator in and out of me for a short time, but then took that out and set it aside.

He moved around to my head and had his cock in my face, telling me to suck it. I sucked and licked all over his hard cock, which was 5-6 inches and average girth. He stopped me, got off the bed and walked over to the nightstand to get the condom. I watched as he put it on while he asked if I was ready for his cock, if I wanted his cock. I answered both questions "Yes" and he got back on the bed behind me.

I felt his hands on my ass pulling it apart and felt his cock at my asshole, pushing gently. It didn't take much after all the play and "warm-up" for his cock to enter me and he kept pushing slowly and firmly until he was all the way inside me. I fet his balls against me and before he moved anymore, he made sure I was still alright. I then felt him slowly pull out of me, nearly all the way, before pushing back into me completely. He started a slow in and out motion and I found that I enjoyed his cock more than any toy.

He continued fucking me gently and slowly for a little while; talking to me and asking if I liked his cock and if I wanted more. Encouraged by my responses, he began to speed up and fuck me harder. I could feel his body smacking against my ass each time he pushed his cock into me. I even started rocking back into him as he fucked me.

After a few minutes, he pulled his cock out of me leaving me feeling empty. He told me to roll onto my back and moved me to the edge of the bed. He took my legs and lifted them, exposing my ass to his hard cock and told me to hold my ass open for him before he pushed his cock back into me again. He picked up where he left off, fucking me steadily. His pace and strength was just right, not too gentle and I was sure he could certainly fuck harder. He kept fucking me and I felt him picking his pace up. I moaned and with a few final thrusts, which had a little extra "strength" to them, he buried his cock inside me and I felt it spasming as he filled the condom.

When he was done, he kept his cock inside me, took a hold of my cock and started jerking me off. After all the play and being fucked for the first time, it wasn't long before I was cumming all over his hand and my stomach with his cock still buried inside me. When I was done, he pulled his cock out of me leaving me with that empty feeling again. I got myself cleaned up while he waited patiently. We spoke while I dressed, casual and very brief conversation about the experience before I left.

It was my first time getting fucked and I had enjoyed it, enough that I wanted to visit again at some point and maybe try a few other things. I hadn't even been looking to get off myself, but he made sure that I got that release too. Another visit and a little additional experimentation would come soon enough.