**Disclaimer** The events that unfold in this article have not occurred in my life. I don't know if they ever will.
Am I bi-sexual? This is a question I have long wondered. I have had some serious fantasies and even more vivid dreams from time to time about having various forms of sex with other men. Sometimes the dreams occur after having read and self- pleasured myself some of the Gay Male stories in literotica.com. But not always. This is a continuing tale of how I could eventually find myself in a situation to find out.
Feel free to let me know whether or not you like it or not. I would also welcome any constructive comments.**
After getting back from Minnesota where I had one of the wildest and most exciting experiences of my 40 year old life, I tried to settle back in. I couldn't stop thinking about my first experience with another man. I decided that I liked it and wanted to do it again. I also decided that I still loved women and having sex with them. Well, one in particular anyway. My lovely wife. To others she may to seem very lovely or beautiful, but to me, to me she was as beautiful as any model tries to be. I love her body. Sure, like me she could stand to lose a few pounds, but for me, that didn't take anything away from her. She would always be a beautiful woman to me.
That brings up another point. A very BIG point as a matter of fact. She and I have a total honesty policy between the two of us. We tell each other everything. So, I was in a dilemma here. Do I be honest about even this? Hmmm. After thinking about it for quite awhile, I decided I had to. If I couldn't be honest with her about this, then what could I be honest with her about. Our relationship was an ALL-In kind of thing.
So, I told her. I won't bore you with how it all went down. It didn't go well at all though. I will tell you that much. She wanted to know if I felt that she couldn't satisfy my needs sexually. Which, I guess she can't fulfill this particular need very well at all can she. We have tried many forms of anal sex. Mostly her on me. She doesn't care for receiving it too much. But she has given me rim jobs as well as used various sizes and styles of dildos, butt plugs, and vibrators in my ass. In hindsight, she and I both should have known I had this kind of streak in me. I had even suggested a few times that she get a strap-on and fuck me with it, but she never really seemed interested in that.
In the end we decided to separate for awhile to see how things go. I got my own place. One thing I have discovered before is that when you come out of a marriage your income doubles and sometimes triples. So, I began upgrading my computer systems. I got a better notebook. I also got a better entertainment center. I even went ahead and got me a Mac which I had been wanting. My final purchase was a new car. At this point I decided I had enough "stuff" and I concentrated on building my AV business up.
I bought some audio gear that I could hook up to my notebook that would enable me to get a better audio signal input to it. I also bought an input device so that I could acquire component video signals into my notebook. If you haven't figured it out yet, I am a total gadget geek head.
Finally, I started saving up for various pieces of video and audio equipment so that I could offer those up for rental to various AV companies and therefore increase my clientele and pay rate. I won't go thru that list, but it ended up being very, very expensive.
Now before all that happened, I got another call from the owner of that AV company I worked for about three weeks after the show I did with Lee. He said that heard good things about me and that the client was very, very pleased with how I handled things at the hotel. He also mentioned that he had another event that started the very next Friday and asked if I would be available to come work it. I took a look at my calendar and sure enough, I was free for the time period he was asking. So, I let him know I could do it and send me an email about it.
I got the email within an hour with all of the pertinent info. It also told me that I would be receiving a packet overnighted to me with the ticket, per diem, etc in it. I replied and informed him I was ready for it.
The next day I got the package bright and early. Too dang early if you ask me. I was awakened at 8:30am after having worked a late night event. Oh well, par for the course eh. I opened up the package and began looking thru what all was there. Plane ticket and schedule, per diem, various event information and a trip itinerary. I noticed right away that I had another room mate for this event. That really pissed me off. I like having my own room. After having calmed down and thought about it tho, I wondered if maybe Lee was going to be my roomie again. The very thought of it made my pants get a little tight. I looked again a little more closely, but it didn't mention who it would be. Hmmm..
Well, I had a ton of things I had to do to get ready for this. Drycleaners, little sundry items to purchase, get bills in order, etc. I was going to be flying into sunny San Diego and I wanted to have the right clothing available.
On the day I left, everything was going great. I got thru security pretty fast (you frequent travelers know how good that can be), the flight went well and we landed in one piece which is always a big bonus to me. I took a shuttle from the airport to the hotel which was the Sheraton Suites San Diego hotel. Huge place. I hadn't stayed here before and I was looking forward to it. It had lots of amenities (most of the good hotels nowadays do) including free wireless access. Yall know what that means. I didn't have to miss a single day of new literotica.com stories. Little did I know that once again I would be enjoying the opportunity to write my own story.
I got into the room first and after unpacking I decided to have my shower. I felt kinda grimy from the flight. So, I got my underwear, a t-shirt, and my blue gym shorts together. Putting my stuff on the counter, I brushed my teeth, took a close look at my hair to decide whether or not it too needed washing and got undressed. The shower was a pretty large shower that was enclosed by see-thru glass.
So, I did all the things that people do while in the shower and pretty much just like I have described before. I felt pretty horny, but I figured that I would be able to take care of that sometime later. At one point I felt cold air float across my naked wet body. By the time I was able to get the soap out of my eyes and look I still couldn't see anything. Without my glasses on I couldn't tell if the door were open or not (I know I had closed it though).