I'm an older married white guy with a wife who lost interest in sex years ago. I was left with the occasional fling, which wasn't very often, or taking care of things myself. I have a very vivid imagination so most of the time I don't even watch porn to help me out. I can almost always come up with a fantasy that gets me where I need to go.
I can't even remember what triggered it but for some reason I started having fantasies about playing with another guy. At first it was just me and another guy jerking off next to each other. Then it progressed to the guy taking my cock in his hand and finishing me off. Before I knew it, it had escalated into sucking each other off. I was especially interested to see what it would be like to let a guy cum in my mouth. It didn't take long until had us doing more and more ending with us actually doing each other in the ass. I've had these fantasies for a long, long time but never could find a guy I was comfortable with actually doing it with.
One day I was out riding my Harley and stopped by a bar that catered to bike riders. I was sitting at a table on the patio with a cold one and noticed a guy close by that appeared to be close to my 61 years. We glanced at each other a couple of times and then started chatting. His beer ran out so he asked if he could buy me a beer since he had to go to the bar. I happily accepted his offer. When he came back he sat down at my table and we started a conversation. Turned out he was also married and pretty much said he and the wife were more roommates than husband and wife. We had one more beer and made plans to ride together on Sat.
I have to admit he was a nice looking guy and found myself thinking about him while I played with myself. I didn't really think anything would come of it but it was fun to fantasize.