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Big Jock and the Little Nerd Ch. 03
The next day I got up real early to avoid Matt. I peeked in the living room, but he wasn't there anymore. I guessed he had gone to his room at some point in the night. On the floor, his clothes were still scattered. The room seemed different to me. I no longer felt that this apartment was mine.
I picked up his stuff and laid them on the chair. Feeling his clothes in my hands gave me flashbacks of the night before. But the clothes were cooler now; his underwear no longer warm like how they were when I buried my face in his crotch the night before.
I had to leave, but I got the urge to sniff them. Even cold, they still smelled of him. The stains, the piss, even the ball sweat. I even got the courage to sniff the part where his ass had been. There were plenty of times in high school when I could have stolen other guys' underwear but I never had the courage. I'd go home and wack off thinking about them.
I was getting hard again, and the pain in my hole added to the reminder of what had taken place in that room. I felt guilty and embarrassed. I had to get out of there.
I went straight to work. It was a cold morning and hardly anyone was around at the site except for my co-worker, Steve, who was just sitting around, drinking coffee and reading a magazine. Steve sometimes comes over on weekends and hangs out, drinks beer and shoots the shit. He and Matt get along pretty well. I waved and he let me in.
"Early start today?" he asked. I nodded, and just kept walking towards my workspace. I wasn't in the mood to talk.
"I'm surprised you're here so early. Matt said you guys had quite a night last night. How's your rib?"
"Huh? My rib's fine. Doesn't really bother me now. Did Matt say anything?" I was alarmed for a second.
"Nah. He just said you guys drank a lot. Hey, let's hang out this weekend. You can meet my new girl! I think you'd really like her. I think you both have a lot of things in common."
I smiled and said, "Sure." I didn't know what he meant by that and I wasn't particularly interested. I've met Steve's girls before and they're always a little annoying. It seems that Steve and Matt have the same taste in girls -- big boobs, small brain. But sitting around playing poker and drinking beer always helps.
The rest of the day, I tried to keep myself from thinking about the night before, but my body was not letting me forget. My nipples were still so sore that I wished I could work without my shirt. I also had to keep squeezing in my ass; it felt like there was a big hole there that just wouldn't close.
Over the next few days, I managed to avoid Matt. I went to work earlier than usual and spent the rest of the day and night in class or in the library. My hole felt much better -- a little too good; it itched a little. I still couldn't help thinking about Matt. Deep inside, I knew I could not continue doing anything with him. What we had was something that could only happen that one time.
On Friday, I got home early, and sure enough, Matt was there. I told him Steve was coming over, but then quickly went to my room.
"Hey, wait a minute," I heard him say. I closed the door behind me, pretending I didn't hear him. But he followed me, and entered my room.
"What's up, man? I haven't seen you all week. You avoiding me or something?"
"Nah. Just been busy."
"You sure? It feels like you're mad or something."
"No. Just had a lot to do, midterms and stuff."
He approached me while I was changing, taking my shirt off, my back turned away from him. Already, his scent was filling up my room. I couldn't look him in the eye; I was trying to build up the courage to talk to him about what happened, that it was something that was not gonna happen again.
He approached me and grabbed my chest from the back, his fingers going straight to my nipples, instantly making me hard. But I didn't want a repeat of that night, ending up in the most humiliating situation.
"Matt...I can't," I said softly, moving away from him.
"Huh? No, wait," he pled, reaching out for me, grabbing my arm. "I knew you were avoiding me." He seemed hurt.
"I don't know. I think that whatever happened last week was a one-time thing, you know. It can't happen again."
"Why not? Don't do this. I had a great time, man, come on."
"Sorry, Matt." I sat down on the bed, looking away from him. I saw our reflection on the big closet mirror, seeing Matt standing there in the same shorts he wore when we messed around. He seemed so small next to my sitting figure.
He was quiet for a moment. Then he took a deep breath.
"I'm sorry, too. I didn't wanna have to do this, but...you know, Jason is coming back soon. I tried to tell you but I haven't seen you all week." He moved closer to me, placed his hands on my shoulders, and pulled me close to his crotch. "I think you know what I'm saying."
"What?" It took me a while to get what he was trying to say with his crotch in my face. But once I understood, I was in a panic.
"You wouldn't tell him, would you? You promised that you wouldn't!" I got up and pushed him. But I pushed him a little too hard and he ended up slamming against a wall. He looked shocked.
"Fuck!" He gave me an angry look and stormed out.
This freaked me out. Why did I have to push him so hard? I went after him. I was afraid of what he might do if I didn't apologize.
I followed him to his room where he was sitting on his desk chair, stretching his back against it. I was rarely in his room and was struck by how much it smelled just like him. A permanent stink of old deodorant and his body odor.
"Matt, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to push so hard."
He turned in his chair to face me. "Fuck you, dude," he muttered, looking at me so angry. "You wanna apologize? Get on your knees and crawl over here."