CONTENT WARNING: This story contains elements that could be considered reluctant/non-consensual. If you do not want to read those subjects, you have been warned.
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I'd known I was gay long before I touched another man's dick. Though I'd dreamed about sucking one, it wasn't until my third year of college that I was finally afforded the opportunity. I was hanging out with an alumnus of our fraternity, a guy in his mid 30s, when things got a little frisky. The reunion party was over and everyone else had gone to bed, it was just us two in the basement chatting on the couch.
"So, you ever suck any of the brothers off?" he asked out of the blue.
"W-what?" I stumbled, taken aback.
I hadn't told anyone about my sexuality yet, and I didn't act particularly "faggy", so I wasn't sure how he knew, or why he asked!
"Don't be nervous, it's okay if you have," he continued, draping a thick arm over my shoulder. "I won't tell..."
"Uhhh.... well, not exactly..." I muttered, looking to the floor.
"So you haven't?" he prodded.
"No...."
"But you've wanted to?"
He had a cocky smirk plastered on his bearded mug while he massaged my trapezii, unknotting the tension from my morning workout. I found myself leaning into the graduated frat brother, his sturdy body so comfortable. He pulled me in closer till his hot breath breezed through my hair. His rhythm was calm and steady, while my palpitations were rapid and hectic, my body unable to control its carnal excitement.
I tilted my head up to him and our eyes met. He still had that disarming smile, but I'm sure I looked like a scared puppy. I whispered a soft, "yes...." and buried my shame-filled face into his chest.
"Shhhhh.... it's okay," he soothed, stroking my hair.
I was sniffling, my emotions overwhelmed after admitting that I wanted to suck cock. He didn't mind, though, and let me experience this difficult personal moment without any discrimination. He just kissed my head and squeezed me tighter.
"You think you might wanna try it?" he asked cheekily after I'd calmed down a bit.
He turned my head back to him and stared into my soul as I nodded fearfully.
"I knew you would," he replied confidently, then started ushering me to the floor.
When I got settled on my knees, he spread his legs and pulled me in by the back of my neck. It was real. This was actually happening. I was on my knees in front of a big man about to suck his dick, just like I'd fantasized about. My cock surged in my khakis and I quickly flipped it into my waistband. This action didn't go unnoticed, and the older frat bro laughed.
"You really do want this, huh?" I nodded again but couldn't meet his eyes. "Well go on then, I'm not stopping you."
"O-oh... okay...."
I'd watched this happen so many times in porn, but I couldn't believe it was actually me who unzipped his pants and fished out his massive cock. It was obviously hungry, the dripping tip awaiting my wet tongue. I gave it what it wanted and tasted the juice of a man.
"That's good, boy, keep going," he instructed, never removing his hand from my scruff.
I kissed his head a few more times before engulfing the warm mass. The sensation was incredible, exactly what I'd been dreaming about. Hot and hard, but also smooth and fleshy. It filled my mouth entirely, my lips stretched fully to accommodate him. I put my hands on his turgid shaft, much larger than my own, and stroked as I bobbed my head.
"That's it, boy, just like that. That's a good cocksucker."
Cocksucker. He called me a cocksucker! I had a brief flare of rage, borne from my inherent masculine repulsion for the term. Men weren't supposed to be cocksuckers, they were supposed to get their cocks sucked. Yet here I was, on my knees with a dick in my mouth and loving every second. I guess I really am a cocksucker....
"Move your hands off there, boy, I just want your throat." I complied and he groaned, "ohhhh baby, that's what I like," in response.
I kept working for a while, entranced by the sexual activity. I swallowed him deeper, my skills seemingly innate. My enthusiasm for the activity wasn't missed by the man, and he gave me a back-handed compliment.
"You're a good cocksucker, boy. You were born for it. You look too good on your knees to not be there every day."
I gazed up at him curiously with his dick still in my mouth, he continued. "Aaaahhh, yup, I knew you were gonna be suckin' me the second I spotted you. I used to have some of the younger frat guys blow me in college, and when I saw your cute ass tonight I knew I was in for a treat."
"B-but how'd you know?" I asked nervously, hoping other people couldn't easily out me.
"You got it written on your forehead, boy. A man like me knows which boys want to get on their knees, and was I wrong?"
"No...."
"Good boy, keep suckin'."