I can feel it in my hand. Bill asked me to touch him as he was leaving, he stood at the bottom of the banisters and the Christmas party was ending. We were all tired and ready for bed and all of the others had all departed, most by taxi because they wanted to let themselves go and take advantage on the drink on offer.
Bill was the last. I knew him through the office, he worked in invoicing and we had shared a little conversation at times. But not much.
When he asked me to touch him I assumed it was because of the drink, smiled and advised he should make ways for home.
"You have arranged a taxi yes?" I asked noticing he was now feeling himself. I also saw the rising bulge moving in his trousers.
"Wouldn't you like some of this Peter? He asked, his green eyes focusing on mine and taking my hand down to touch him.
Quite unintentionally I was feeling his bulge now but quickly dislodged my hand and politely told him he should go, that I was tired and ready for bed.
"I am too, let's share it together Peter, that would be nice and I have a special Christmas present for you."
"And what is that?" I asked humoring him, hoping he would soon leave.
He glanced downward whispering; "Unzip and you shall see, it would make a lovely end to the day if we shared our fantasizes."
I was thinking what is he on about. What should I do to be rid of him, Should I call a taxi on his behalf? But he took my hand again and his 'present' was growing all the time.
"Just squeeze it for me that will be nice Peter"
Why was this happening to me. It was as if Bill knew my mind. That I had been contemplating coming out for a long time. It was to be a very personal New Year's resolution. But it was as if Bill knew I was gay but how. Did it show I wondered or is it simply because that is how the drink was affecting Bill?
But what was happening now was that I wasn't removing my hand from his gender any more. He gave me such a lovely daunting smile as I squeezed and felt the sex stimulate my hormones.
Something was happening and I was enjoying the touching. I felt strangely at ease and the sound of his whimpering really turned me on. I resolved to try different things, moving my fingers around and underneath. It was lovely and so soothing, special because was giving him as much joy as my new found pleasure.