I never been gay nor had gay fantasies but that all changed my junior year of college. I was living off campus with a friend from my hometown named Jimmy. We rented a duplex that had three bedrooms and two baths. The master bedroom was vacant at this time. During the school year I worked on campus at the library for my spending money. I had worked there the last two years in the periodicals room, which was a room most people avoided unless they needed a journal for a paper. It was pretty awesome job especially the night shift where I got to study most of the time after putting the journals back on the shelf or assisting someone if needed. Every year, besides for bosses, there was always a new group of student of workers and this how I meant my future boyfriend, Derrick.
As the first day of classes started, my supervisors had a meeting so all the new co-workers could meet each other. I was the first person to arrive, as the other students started coming in I notice several girls that I thought were very attractive then Derrick came in. He was around 5'10", short dark hair, and black muscular body. As the meeting started I no longer cared about the girls in the room, I was more interesting in the new guy. As we went around room introducing ourselves, I made sure to try to put myself in the best light. I stood up straight so my 5'7" frame would look taller, flex my muscles and brush my hand through my brown curly hair and tried to draw attention to my green eyes. I knew I wasn't as muscular as Derrick was but I was hoping that he was interested in me as I was in him.
After the meeting, even though most of the new girls wanted to meet me, I was more interesting in meeting Derrick. Before he could leave the room, I cut him off at the door so we could talk. From our short conversation, I found out that he was a sophomore and was on the track team, which would explain the very fit body that he had. I invited him over to the duplex to watch the local football game and he accepted.
After meeting Derrick, I drove back to duplex and went straight to my room so I could jack off. This was different from my normal fantasies instead of women I was fantasying of Derrick on top of me shoving his black cock up my white ass. After about 5 minutes, I came harder then I ever did thinking about women.
The next day I got to work with Derrick at the library. I tried to sneak glances at his hot body while we reshelf some of the journals. As he was up on stool putting back some journals I sneak some peaks at his hard body. This included glances at his dick. From his bulge I had to guess his dick was at least 8 inches. I couldn't get that image out of my head an 8-inch black dick fucking my ass. A time or two I thought Derrick caught me staring at his crotch but he didn't seemed to mind if he did. As soon as I was done at work and my last class, I ran back to the duplex and started fantasying about Derrick fucking my ass again.
The next morning I started to clean the duplex especially the kitchen and living room. As I did, Jimmy started asking me if I was having some girls come over. As I explained to him a co-worker was coming over named Derrick, Jimmy instantly started teasing me that I was cleaning for my new boyfriend.
Around noon, Derrick came over to eat and watch the game. I tried my best to not be flirty and just talk to Derrick. This was hard to accomplish due to every time Derrick provided me an opportunity to touch his body I did. Examples would be grabbing his biceps during a funny joke so I wouldn't "fall over" while laughing or pat on the chest or back when asking him for a beer. Also, I notice during the game Derrick was touching me but in a more aggressive way. Replaying a tackle in the football game by tackling me or pinning me down on the couch when we were arguing about a play. I was enjoying being manhandled by Derrick especially being tackle by him. I didn't think I was obvious with my flirting but Jimmy didn't think so when Derrick left.
"I didn't know that you like black dick, in fact I didn't know that you were gay. I am pretty sure if you offer up that ass of yours, he will be more than happy to shove his dick up there."
" I am not gay and Derrick is just a friend. I don't know what you are talking about." I reply.
"Please you were flirting with him out all game long and he was enjoying tackling you. I think he wants fuck that ass of yours because he was checking it out." Jimmy said as he was leaving the room.
The next two weeks were blur when I did get to see Derrick or get hang out with him I would be so turn on thinking about his black dick that it was hard for me to be around him. As we hanged out more Derrick was becoming more comfortable manhandling me. I would get so turn on when he pin me down and get on top of me. I was always worried that he would notice my hard dick when he pin me down. Especially when he would brush up against it. I was ready to submit to Derrick some days and just ask him to fuck me but I was still uncomfortable about being attracted to a guy.
I did, finally, broke down and brought a black dildo online one night. It was 8-inch dildo, the same size and color I thought Derrick was, just so I could get a feeling of a dick up my ass. I thought this way I could live out my fantasy of Derrick fucking me while keeping my desires hidden. A week later, I notice a brown package on my bed as I got closer I suddenly realized that it was open. As I look inside I found the dildo and some lube that I had ordered. It dawn on me that Jimmy must have open the package and saw what was inside. I quickly ran to Jimmy room to see if he opened the package and if he did hoping that he didn't see what was inside.
I knock on his door as I heard, "Come in." As I enter the room Jimmy was on his computer playing a video game.
"How did you open the package that came for me today?" I ask fearing the worse.
"Yeah, the package of the black dildo and lube. At first I thought it said Jimmy and not James. Sorry about that. So is that so you can fantasy about Derrick fucking your ass?"
I got very wide eye, "No, that wasn't for me!"
"Whatever I don't care if you are gay or not. In fact I find it funny that you have such a big crush on this guy and want him to fuck you."
At this point I turn pale white and got on my knees to plead with Jimmy, "Please don't say anything to anybody about this. I have never felt this way about a guy before."
Jimmy chuckle, "Calm down fag. I won't say anything unless I think it will get you laid. I think it will be funny to see you the next morning after getting your ass pounded. Who knows if Derrick knew you could take a dildo he might really want to fuck that ass of yours!"
I walk back to my room and tried to calm myself down. I was a little relieved that my roommate took it so well. After settling down I decided to check out the toy that I got. As I lock the door to my room I open up the package and started getting everything out of it protective wrapping. The dildo had a suction cup on it so I clean off the small end table by my bed and put the dildo on edge of the end table. I then proceeded to get undress. I started to lube up the dildo and my ass. Once I thought my ass was lube up enough I proceeded to lower myself on the dildo. The first couple of times I tried to insert dildo in my ass it hurt so bad that I had to jump rub my ass to get the pain to go away. Finally after two failed attempts, I got the head of dildo in my ass and started to slide the dildo up my ass. When I felt my ass touch the plastic balls a new excitement came over me thinking that I accomplish something so incredible.
