The Sundancer 370 was cruising westward off Nantucket at a leisurely 15 knots. Ahead but out of sight is the tip of Long Island. A mild breeze was blowing from the east. White caps were visible far to the south. Gulls glided over the water, their shril cries racing through the air.
There was tension in the air between my new friend David and me. As I watched him navigate, emotions that I hadn't felt until that moment stirred deep in my soul.
We had met at a baseball field back in mid May two months ago. I had played shortstop that afternoon while he played first base. Anyway we had engaged each other in chit chat after the game and hit it off.
Having bonded over baseball, we started hanging out fairly regularily with each other. Our bond strengthened over time as we chatted about everything and nothing. While many topics were trivial some gave insight into the other's personality.
He had talked about a girl named Sarah whom he had met at his brother's wedding a year ago. Though he mentioned that the relationship had it's ups and downs, he said nothing those past several weeks to make me think that he wanted to get out of it.
The plan that moment in mid July was to bring the boat back to the marina on the north shore then spend time on the beach.
David in swim trunks is a spectacular sight to behold. His body is toned. Light-brown hair frames his diamond-shaped face and blue eyes. His full lips are so kissable. He just dosen't know it yet.
"How long have you had the boat," I asked.
"It belongs to my dad. He lets me borrow it."
"Would you consider getting a boat of your own?"
"I can't afford one right now. It's like buying a house."
I nodded.
He changed the topic of conversation.
"My relationship with Sarah dosen't feel right. It feels as though I don't belong in it."
He Dosen't belong in it?
"What do you guys like to do together?"
"Watch movies, Monday night art class," he replied. "I don't miss her company when I'm not with her."
He might be gay. Then again he may just want a different girl.
His reasons that he gave made me want him even more. I hated the possibility that I couldn't have him.
It was at that instant as we came within 50 miles of the marina on the north shore that I came out to him.
He didn't reply.
I added that "I've known for a long time."
"I'm glad you trusted me with that information."