Editor's note: this fictional work contains scenes of fictional incest or fictional incest content.
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This story begins one weekend when he and I were alone when I was eighteen. My mother and sister had gone on a trip and we stayed at home. He and I didn't used to talk much, since we don't have much in common, so I just took the weekend as another normal one. He, for his part, did the same. On Saturday morning he went to work while I stayed at home studying. When he arrived, we ate and I went to rest in my room; he stayed in the living room watching TV.
My father and I are thirty years apart: he is now 52 and I am 22. He is a fairly tall man with a robust build. He has dark hair, somewhat gray, and short. Since he works as a laborer, he has gotten darker over the years, but it has also helped him gain strong arms and legs and a ripped torso. He also has a lot of hair on his arms, armpits, chest, belly, legs... and also on his pubis. He was never shy with me about this, so I've been seeing him naked for as long as I can remember.
As for me, I have inherited my mother body: I am skinny but always trying to work out my arms. Brown hair, average heaight, glasses... image of a young adult.
At about half past six in the evening I went to the kitchen for a glass of water and went through the living room, where my father was sleeping, stretched out in his chair, with the TV on. Since it was summer, we were both comfortable at home: I was wearing shorts and a T-shirt and he was without a shirt, but with sweatpants. When I passed through the living room, my father woke up and asked me how my afternoon was, to which I replied that it was fine. After a few words, he got up and went to the shower.
After fifteen minutes I heard his voice calling me from the bathroom; I went and his voice spoke to me from the other side of the shower screen. He asked me for his towel, he had forgotten to take it. When I had it, he came out of the shower and stood before me totally naked, like other times. I had my father's chest at eye level, so I looked up and handed him the towel. While he was drying his face and head, I took the opportunity to look down at his penis, since, in addition, the steam from the hot water hid my gaze. I had always been very curious about penises and I had always mentally compare sizes with him and he always beat me. Having finished my peek, I left the bathroom.
At dinner time, my father went out to buy something to eat while I set the table. Since it was just him and me, I decided that we would have dinner on the sofa and not in the kitchen, since that way we could watch TV while we ate. After a few minutes, he began to ask me about my life. The conversation was intermittent: we talked and stopped talking almost immediately. Since the TV was on, we were both more aware of the TV than anything else.
There was a moment when he asked me about my love life, which I found strange...
-- Well, you will have a partner, I suppose...
-- No, dad. I Don't have a partner.
-- It will come, won't it? - Awkward silence. -- If one day you want to bring a girl home, you know that your mother and I will not cause problems... or even if you want to bring a boy you know?
I was not expecting that! Since I was a teenager I knew that I liked men, but I hadn't said it at home because I was afraid of the reaction. I was so surprised that my father had said it for me... I turned red, I felt the blood rush to my head and I looked down at my knees, hiding from my father's gaze.
- Yes I know... And for a long time. You and I, well... we don't usually talk much. It's my fault, you know how I am. But that doesn't mean that I don't care about you or that I'm not interested in what you do. You are my son and I would do anything for you.
I felt my father's voice crack and thanked him for his words. The truth is, I don't know what changed in my father's head to open up like that. As the TV was still on, after a placid look, I snuggled up to him and he put his arm around my shoulders. I placed my hand on his leg. I felt closer to him.
We continue to watch the movie; I don't even remember the title or what it was about. What I remember perfectly is how I felt with my father. He was sitting on the sofa, on the right side, in short sweatpants, with his legs spread and leaning forward a little. While with his right hand he held the drink he was having and with his left arm he wrapped around my shoulders gripping my arm tightly. Still wearing my T-shirt and pajama bottoms, I had settled between my father's hand and his chest. The room was dark, the only thing illuminating us was the dim light from the television. From time to time, I would run my fingers over my father's skin and caress him.