I sat there, Tuesday night, with the phone in hand, knowing deep down that there was no way I wasn't going to call him. The experience had left me shaken and confused. I knew I wasn't gay. I knew I wasn't attracted to men. But there was something about him. I couldn't stop thinking about it. The sound of his voice ordering me to do things that I had never thought I would do. The feeling of his cock pressing into the back of my throat. The way his cum filled my mouth with its salty goodness. I had really enjoyed being forced to suck him off. Part of me wanted to do it again, another part told me not to call and pretend it never happened. I was so confused.
I started to dial.
Slowly.
My breathing started to get shorter as my nervousness and excitement increased with each number pressed. By the sixth number my mouth was dry. When I pressed the last number and listened to the ringing I almost slammed the phone down, but before I could do it he answered.
"Yeah? Hello?"
I couldn't speak. My heart was racing.
"Who the fuck is this? I can hear you."
Again I didn't say a word, I couldn't. A second or two later he began to laugh.
"It's you, isn't it, boy?"
Before my mind could react I heard my voice say, "Yes sir."
He laughed more saying "I knew you would do as I told, boy. You just can't get enough if my cock. Isn't that right, boy?"
My mind was out of it now. I couldn't think, I could only answer. "Yes sir."
"Say it, boy."
His demanding and controlling tone made my heart beat faster. "I can't get enough of your cock, sir."
He laughed again. Then that dominating voice, "Good boy. Now, Saturday afternoon you will meet me again. I'll be in room 124 at the Paradise Inn. Do you know where that is, boy?"
I knew exactly where it was, but I didn't want to admit it... "Yes sir, I know where it is."
"That's good, boy. Be there by 3:30, boy, or don't bother showing up at all."
He paused and I didn't say anything.
"You understand me, boy?"
"Yes sir. I understand."
"Good boy."
The line went dead. I sat there, unmoving, scared, nervous, excited, and rock hard.
I put the phone down on the desk, slid my shorts down to my ankles freeing my hard cock, and leaned back in my chair. My right hand wrapped around the base of my cock and started to slowly stroke up and down.
I thought about the humiliation, the way he talked down to me. It excited me to be treated like that. It hit something inside of me that I didn't know was there. I thought about his hands pressing my head down on his huge cock. I imagined having my mouth raped by his black monster again. My hand moved faster, squeezed tighter. I started breathing harder as I knew what was coming. My fantasy moved forward too. I could hear him grunting in my mind, getting close. My cock was throbbing in my hand, I was going to cum.
"Oh, fuck!" I moaned as I my cock exploded in my hand. Sendiing jets of cum all over my chest. I sat catching my breath, looking down at the strands of my hot, sticky seed. I slowly milked my cock, letting any remaining cum drip onto my stomach. Without thinking, my left hand moved up to my chest, one finger extending out and wiping up a long strand of cum. I looked at it as it coated my finger, then reached out and licked my finger clean.
The loud bang of the bedroom door slamming shut scared the hell out of me, her voice mortified me.
"What the fuck?!"
Shocked, I yanked up my shorts trying to hide what I had just been doing from my girlfriend. Too late. I could tell by the look in her green eyes that she saw everything. I was mortified.
Her short blonde hair framed the anger in her face. She was wearing a spaghetti strap cut off shirt with the University of Miami "U" on it. Her toned arms, crossed just under her firm 32A breasts, with her pink manicured fingernails digging into her tan skin showed her mood. She stood with her hip jutting out to the side, wearing low cut jean shorts that were so tight they should have been painted on. One sandaled foot tapped non stop waiting for an answer.
"Amy... I thought you were out of town visiting UM," I replied as I reached for a shirt to throw over my cum covered chest.
"I just got back, and wanted to see my boyfriend." She was more disgusted than mad, having watched me eat my own cum. "But don't let me stop you. If this is the shit you like, go ahead and finish."
I just lowered my head as I spoke, "Amy, come on... This isn't what I want," I was trying to come up with something other than the truth. The truth that I was fantasizing about a giant, black cock. "I'm just so horny. I get so turned on thinking about you, but I don't want to pressure you into anything so I do this."
"Oh, so it's my fault you jerk off all over yourself? Fuck you!"
"Amy... That's not what I mean."
"Fuck you, you're not gonna get out of this. Lay back and finish."
"But... I already came..."
"Too bad, do it again. I want to see it."
"But Amy, I..."
"Start playing with your dick," she said cutting me off "right now, or forget about EVER having a chance of fucking me."
I couldn't help be to slide my shorts back down. There was no way I was going to pass up having a chance to finally fuck her, no matter what I had to do. I started tugging on my soft cock trying to make it hard again. My eyes lowered to the floor. I couldn't bring myself to look at her.
"That's it, get hard for me," she encouraged.
My dick began to stiffen under my hand. I slowly stroked up and down, my cum making a nice lube.