My story and originally published elsewhere. All characters are of legal age.
*****
As I kneeled in the cage -- men checking us out, groping us, and discussing all the disgusting but oh so sexy things they could do to us -- I wasn't sure what was hurting more: the fact that I disappointed the silver daddy and did not earn his load, or my ass? The boy who beat me to his load has a smug smirk on his face as a couple of men tell both of us to turn around and show off our glowing red asses. They note how the welts on his ass are more pronounced and that there are more of them. I want to tell them that I can do better that I'll take more next time but nobody asked me so I stay quiet.
A significantly overweight older guy takes the boy who I now think of as my rival -- although I ate cum out of his ass earlier this night -- with him. And, all I can think is: 'I hope you suffer, bitch!' I don't exactly know why he makes me so jealous. In the end, it's nobody's fault but my own that I couldn't take more but he was a constant reminder that I failed a master and therefore I was glad he was away from my presence for now.
Eventually, though, I will have to learn that there will always be boys out there who can take more, who are more deprived, and have fewer limits than me. This should not be a source of jealousy. Otherwise, I will never be able to enjoy this new lifestyle to the fullest; rather, it should be a cause for me to want to do better, to want to push my boundaries and become more depraved and perverted.
CENTRE OF ATTENTION
The late night rush is now in full swing and boys are getting groped, inspected, and led to separate rooms all around me. A leather-clad young man puts his hand through the bars and lifts my head. I look up at him and see his beautiful face -- almost too cute and pretty to be dominant. (I know it's a silly stereotype but I somehow think of men who look a little rough as inherently more dominant.) He smiles as he looks into my eyes and compliments my features. It's the first time tonight that somebody comments on my face rather than my body or sexual skills and it makes me blush. For a moment, it just seems bizarre that this is what makes me blush, rather than lewd comments about wanting to tear my boy pussy apart or making me drink their piss. Then I realize that this is just a sign of how much this setting and being a sex toy for strangers has already become second nature to me.
He blindfolds me and says that I'm just what he's looking for. He attaches a leash and leads me to... who knows where. All I know is that it's a long crawl there on all fours and that I'm struggling to keep up with him. When I enter the room, I can immediately hear that there is quite the crowd. He says 'Our entertainment is here' and I hear men commenting positively on his choice -- that is me. I have no idea what's about to happen to me but I know I will be busy; there must be several dozen men here. Though I'm by now quite used to being used by multiple strangers, I have yet to be used by this many at the same time. When I think about all the things a group like this could do to me, I am afraid. Once again, I find myself wondering whether I've taken on more than I can handle -- I wonder why I'm even here.
Sensing my hesitation, he leans in and whispers: "Don't worry, you'll love this." These words remind me of the fact that I've been afraid of what was to come several times before, and ended up loving it each and every time. With renewed confidence, I nod and smile. "Good boy," he says as he and somebody else grab my wrists and roughly pull me to my feet. As they string me up spread eagle with my arms tied to the ceiling and my legs spread wide the crowd comments on my body that they can now admire in all its glory. Some men immediately notice that I've already taken a good thrashing. Hearing them say that I must be able to take a good bit of pain makes me feel vindicated -- maybe I didn't take the most but it was still a good performance, I remind myself.
I hear a mechanical winch and the chains on my arms start to lift. I feel stretched and my feet are lifted off the floor. Now I am strung up and vulnerable, hanging from my wrists. Spread out, naked, unable to shield any part of my body, and surrounded by dozens of men who I can hear, who can see me, but I cannot see them. I feel so vulnerable and exposed.
The man who brought me here then pronounces: "Gentlemen, our toy is ready!"