Matt didn't see either Perry or Jocko through the next week, which permitted him to get into the rhythm of school. He had received a second letter from Dashad, and he fully intended to answer the letters soon, letting Dashad know he was settling in and that he missed Dashadâbut not telling him, of course, what missing Dashad had made him do with Jockoâand maybe would lead him to do with half of the black players on the UVa football team. He was a little curious on why Dashad's letters talked to him and told him he was missed all without Dashad saying much about what he was doing.
The fourth weekend in September, the polo team had a match with Georgetown University up in Washington, D.C., and Perry decided to go home to Loudon County for a long weekend. He took Sean Campbell with him.
That was the last weekend that Matt was able to devote entirely to his studiesâso much so that he didn't even work in time to write a letter to Dashad. He hadn't seen Perry or Jocko, but he felt like one or both of them would be taking up a lot more of his time sometime soon. And as it turned out, Jocko turned up before Perry did.
Virginia won its home football game with North Carolina State that Saturday afternoon. When Matt got back to the dorm from eating at the cafeteria, wolfing his food down as he poured over his textbooks, he received a cell phone call.
"There's a victory party at the DU house tonight. You're invited. Bring rubbers." Although he didn't identify himself, Matt knew it was Jocko. He wasn't given time to answer that of course he wouldn't be there, that he had to study. Jocko hung up on him without giving him a chance to reply.
When Matt arrived at DU house, the party was in full swing. If it was invitation only, there was no sign that anyone was checking invites. Matt wandered through to the dining room, which featured a bar going down the long side of it. There he found Jocko, leaning into a bar stool and loudly reliving key plays from the football game earlier in the day with several of his fraternity brothers. Several of the guys around him were other blacks on the football team, including LeRoy, who gave Matt a leer when Matt appeared. Jocko apparently had made several key plays and he was in celebration mode.
When at last Jocko saw Matt standing there, all he said was, "Did you bring rubbers?"
Matt, who had been determined to go to Alderman Library when he left his dorm room and who had just kept on walking past it and across Main Street at the Rotunda and into the fraternity section, pulled the handful of packets out of his pocket to show them to Jockoâbecause he, of course, had brought them and of course had known where he really was headed when he left his dorm.
Jocko fucked him on a window seat in the fraternity house's living room, amid the chaos of the victory revelers, most of whom were too busy debauching themselves to watch the black giant crouched between the white guy's thighs, the white guy's legs waving in the air and his back wedged against an eight-paned window, as the black football player, plump buttocks muscles contracting and expanding, balled him hard and deep.
"You're my inspiration and reward goal for the next game," Jocko whispered in Matt's ear when he'd cum inside the rubber deep in Matt's channel. "If we win I get to fuck you that nightâor whatever night we get back from a road game victory."
Matt was still gasping and groaning too hard to reply, and, yes, he noticed that Jocko wasn't asking for permission, he was just flatly telling Matt what he was due. Matt wasn't surprised, though. Jocks were so privileged in universities that they just took whatever they wanted, as by right. And others let them do it.
Matt knew he'd let Jocko do it tooâbut not for the reasons people would think. Not because Jocko was a football star who could command whatever he wanted on the campus or because he was an overpowering black man demanding fear and respect, but because Jocko's size and technique brought Dashad to mind. Matt missed Dashad's fucking. When Jocko fucked him, it almost was like being back in southwest Virginia in Dashad's arms. Both men were thick and could reach deep, and both men knew how to give pleasure as they were getting it with strong, vigorous strokes that set a steady rhythm, but also provided occasional off-rhythm surprises that made Matt jerk and gasp in pleasured surprise.
As Jocko was finishing up, Matt could see LeRoy peering over his shoulder, and a couple of other black guys as well.