I never considered myself to be gay, but I do remember a point in my latter teen years when I found that I was attracted to the male body. I don't know if it was my fascination with my own developing body or what but I was always curious. I vividly recall my first "gay" experience, which happened when I was 18. This happened with my brother who was a year older than I am.
First of all, I must say that I used to admire his cock when we showered together. I must say he was well hung and even at that age he must have been a good eight inches. I was a bit smaller than he was and I was so envious. I wished that my dick could have been that size so I could be more attractive to girls.
Anyway, I never thought anything of it until one night I awoke and thought I was in a dream. I had the most pleasurable feeling and as I slowly came to full consciousness I realized that I was getting my dick sucked. It felt so heavenly, but I wondered who the hell it was. "I've had my dick sucked before but it had never been like this" I thought to myself as I felt my dick slide in and out of that nice warm mouth. I was practically rock hard by the time I became fully aware of what was happening and my eyes had adjusted to the faint light that was coming in through the glass windows.