Closeted Bisexual

I am a closeted bisexual cocksucker and bottom. It wasn't always this way. I'm a widower who was married to a wonderful woman, in all respects, except one. She would not suck my cock.

Due to her religious upbringing, she thought all oral sex was dirty, disgusting, and sinful. She never refused me her pussy. Hell, she loved to fuck.

During one of my few cheating encounters, I got an awesome blow-job from a woman, and forever more, was hooked on getting my cock sucked.

I managed to get my cock in my wife's mouth once, and she tasted some pre-cum, and that was the end of that.

For years I dreamed of having my cock sucked. Finally, in my late fifties, I decided to seek men to suck my cock. Figuring a mouth was a mouth.

I joined a gay/bisexual website, which I will not name, and began chatting with other men. I found lots of men looking to suck cock. I found there were a number of men in my general area of central NC that were active cocksuckers. Some of them married.

I started regularly chatting with a married guy, and he was more than willing to suck me off. The problem was, we were both married, so finding a safe place was an issue.

Then one day he told me he knew of a place we could meet. It was in a remote area of his upscale housing development. A house being built in a heavily wooded area had construction stopped because the builder had gone bankrupt. The large three-story structure was about half finished.

I met him in the parking lot of a Grocery store and followed him deep in the woods to the unfinished house. We went to the third level, and he spread towels, in what would become a bathroom. We both undressed and I laid down on the towels. My cock had already hardened in anticipation of being sucked.

When his mouth enveloped my cock, I tensed and felt the warm wetness of his mouth. I was about to get the blowjob I had wanted for so long. The feeling was awesome, as he used his experience to meet my most hidden desires. I knew he was an accomplished cocksucker, and I was reaping the benefit of his experience.

As he bobbed up and down on my cock, my urges to fuck his mouth was overwhelming. I began fucking upward. My cock banged against the entrance to his throat. He pulled off and said, "Let's get into a 69 position."

I shivered and thought, oh my god, he wants me to suck him.

I had not anticipated sucking his cock. But he changed positions on top of me, and took my cock back in his mouth, as his cock hovered over my mouth, he lowered himself and his cock entered my mouth.

For the first time in my life, I had a man's cock in my mouth. It was short, but very thick. I felt the warmness and hardness. Strangely, it felt nice. He continued to suck away on my cock, and I began to reciprocate. I was sucking my first cock.

It did not take long for his sucking to begin having a big effect one me, as I neared orgasm. I couldn't help it I blew my load in his mouth. Little did I know, I was having the same effect on him, as he follow suit and filled my mouth with his cum. My orgasm was intense, but was soon replaced with me swallowing cum, as fast as I could to avoid gagging and choking.

I realized his bittersweet, and somewhat salty tasting cum, was to my liking. Some oozed out the corners of my mouth and some came out my nose, causing a slight burning. However, the taste was not at all unpleasant. I liked it.

I came to this place to receive a blow-job. I not only got that blow-job, I also sucked my first cock.

I continued to visit that same website and began chatting with a Naval Doctor, on temporary assignment at the Camp Lejeune Marine Base in Jacksonville, NC. After several conversations, the doctor told me he wanted to fuck me. Up to this point, this was not something I had contemplated. He showed me his cock on cam, and I was mesmerized by it. It was a full seven inches long when hard. It was smooth, cut and thick. I knew I wanted to suck it, but was not sure I wanted it deep in my ass.

We continued to chat and he was slowly winning me over. He promised he would be very gentle and make it good for me.

I normally played golf in a senior's group on Tuesday and Thursday mornings. Instead of going golfing, I went to his motel in Smithfield, NC. He had driven from Jacksonville to Smithfield the previous evening, and spent the night at the motel.

I was taken back when I saw him. He was 6'3" tall, about 215 pounds and very handsome. He told me he was 43, and I told him I was 62, and had never been fucked. He smiled and said he would take care of that.

We broke the ice with him first sucking my cock, followed by me sucking him. His cock was everything I had hope for. I loved sucking it.

Before fucking me, he explained that he only fucked guys safely. He would use a condom, and wanted me to promise I would always require the use of a condom when I got fucked in the future. I said I would.

The doctor was very gentle, he lubed his condom covered cock liberally, and lubed my ass, as well. He was very gentle and slowly inserted his cock. The large amount of lube did the trick, and his cock eased in my ass past my sphincter muscle with a minimum of discomfort.

When his cock touched my prostate, a warm wonderful feeling overcame me. As he slowly began fucking me, I felt a great pleasure. The massaging of my prostate was amazing and wonderful.

Once his cock was fully inserted, he began building up speed fucking me deep and hard. My cock was leaking cum, as if I was about to cum. After pounding me for a while he slowed down and said, "I knew you would be a great fuck. I need to slow down. If I don't, I will cum too quick."

I didn't want it to end either. I was finding out just why guys wanted fucked. After a short surcease, he slowly began fucking me again. And the cum began leaking from my cock, once again.

He gave me long slow fuck, which I was thoroughly enjoying, when all of sudden, he began pounding my ass. I could feel an intense orgasm building up deep in my core. When he plunged deep and held, I knew he was cumming, and I shot my load on the bed sheets. I think we both had intense orgasms.

This old guy had just been FUCKED!

I ended up meeting the doctor two more time in that same motel. The last time we met, he told me he was being shipped out, and that his assignment at Camp Lejeune had only been temporary. He gave me another great fucking. We showered, got dressed, and went out for breakfast. After breakfast we returned to the motel, and he fucked me one last time.

The doctor was my first and still best fuck. I have now been fucked by 10-12 different guys. Some good. Some not so good, but none better that the doctor.

Only one guy has come close.

I still visit the same website and meet guys to suck from there occasionally. I have had a few encounters with my original suck bud. He now has a regular suck bud, and I have sucked both of them off. They neither one, are into anal.