My name is Devo and I had just moved to these apartments a few months ago with my mother. My father had died a few years ago so it was just her and me. Our last apartment had too many memories so we believed that it was time for us to move out. I am 19 yrs. old with an okay body I guess, not to skinny but not real muscled up. I had run a lot in my high school days, I always loved to run.
It gave me a sense that I was running away from myself, from what I was afraid to be. I was scared to admit to myself, and to those who cared for me, that I was bisexual. I have two older half-brothers who always make fun of the gay community by calling them "fruits", "fuzzy bumpers" and other various degrading names. I know that it shouldn't matter what other people say about me, but it still does in a way. Guess you can call it human nature to want to fit in.
I never really did have a gay experience and many would wonder why I would consider myself bi-sexual if I haven't even touched another man's cock. Well, for the most reason, I consider myself such because I am very attracted to men. I see them walk by or watch them on television and I can feel myself getting a hard on, just by watching them! For me, that's enough proof that I was bi-sexual, but even though I believed I was, I still wanted to have that experience.
I wanted to stroke a guy's hard meat in my hand, I wanted to wrap my lips around it and bob my head up and down, taking it as much of it in as I could. I wanted to feel his hard prick slowly force its way into my tight hole and then pump into me like a piston. But, because I was so scared of what people might say, that I could never look for a guy openly. So I had to settle my urges watching two guys go at it on the internet while and jacked off to their moans and groans. I wanted so much to be one of them, but I my wish had not come true, not yet anyways.
Like I said before, my mother and me had just moved here not too long ago. It was a good neighborhood and I liked the apartment complex we moved into a lot. All the people here are Mexican, like me, and oh how I love that spicy salsa meat. Most of them around here had well toned bodies and were very handsome. Being too scared to go out and introduce myself, I stayed indoors and jerked off in front of the window, peering through the blinds watching them while my Mother was a work. I especially liked to watch the older men as they strutted around the complex. I did attend the local community college, but even though there were some fine men there, I still lusted after the older type. I don't know why, but gray hair and a mustache really turned me on, must be some kind of secret fetish.
Anyways, it went on like for about a week, I would stand at the window, stroking my meat while staring at them all. Then one day, as I was about to go to the window, a knock came at the door. I hurriedly answered it, hoping to turn the person away so I could get back to "work". When I unlocked the door and opened it, I could have died right there! There, standing in front of me, was the most gorgeous guy I had ever seen. He was about 5'6, only a few inches shorter than me (I'm 5'10), Mexican with a dark brown complexion, had dark black hair which was grayish in the front and a little mustache to match. He smiled and nodded,
"Hello, my names Hector. I need to chance the locks on your door and give you the new set of keys."
For a second there, I was stuck in time as I subtly let my eyes roam his body. He had a good body, a little like mine only older. He raised an eyebrow and waved his hand in front of my face bringing me back down to earth.
He grinned as he began to work on the door, "So you're Devo huh?"
I grew wide eyed, "How did you know my name?"
"Heh, my wife is the manager here and she told me about the new tenants moving in." He laughed a little as he spoke each word.
"That's an interesting name. Are you..."
I quickly cut him off, "Yes, I'm named after the 80's band Devo. My father liked the name so much he named me after it." We both laughed a bit.
I was a little embarrassed at the way I was acting, like a little school girl who had just met her first guy. I watched him as he worked and we chatted at bit, talking about the first tenants who were in this apartment, about the area and various other topics. I nodded and paid some attention to the conversation, but I couldn't keep my eyes off of his ass, whose shape was well defined even in his blue jeans, every time he bent over to grab a tool from his toolbox. When he had finally finished, he picked up his tool box and turned to me,
"Well, it's all done. Hope you like it around here, see you around!" With that he turned and headed back to his apartment.
"Bye." I couldn't even choke out another word after that. All I knew was that I had to get to the bathroom before he scent escaped my mind.
Another few days had passed and I would still stand at the window, jerking off while my Mom was at work. I remembered that I would the most turned on whenever I saw Hector, the Handyman, outside talking to his friends or doing work outside the complex. I would grab and squeeze my rock hard cock whenever I saw him bend over to pick up something and got a good view of his nice ass. About four days after he came to change the locks, I was sitting in my room, with my back to the door and my laptop sitting in front of me.
All I had on was a t-shirt whiling I was masturbating to some free gay movies on the internet. I was so into the movie that I nearly jumped out of my skin when Hector called my name. I leaped up and turned around and saw him there, tool box in hand and a grin on his face. I was completely shocked and then embarrassed when I looked down and saw my rock hard dick pointing straight at him.
"Hector! Uh...it's, not what is look likes!" I said as I tried to fluster my way out of the situation.
He raised an eye brow, "Oh really? Well it looks to me like you were jacking off to some..." he took a step forward and looked at my computer screen, "Gay porno on the internet."
I was in completely shock and didn't know what to say, the only thing I could choke out was, "Umm...what are you doing here?"