Finally Giving In

First a little back story I am what you would call a normal married guy. I have two kids and have been married to my beautiful wife Lindsey for 10 years. I'm 32 years old and about 6ft tall 210 pounds with an athletic build. Black hair brown eyes. Average 5.5 to 6 inch cut penis.

To the rest of the world I am your normal masculine male. But nobody knows my secret. I have been fantasizing about sleeping with men for as long as I can remember. I thought maybe I was gay but I was never attracted to men and their faces. I was attracted to their dicks and the idea of being submissive but always thought it was just a kink.

One night while fantasizing about sucking dick and stroking my cock I got curious and decided I would finger myself. I spit on my finger and slipped it in and it's like my whole world changed. The sensations were insane! That quickly progressed to more fingers and eventually toys.

I bought Lindsey a 6 inch purple dildo around our 5 year mark. It had nice balls and a suction cup. I had to leave for a short work trip so I told her it was just something fun she could try while I was gone. Little did she know I actually bought it so I could use when I got back.

The first time I used it while she was at work was awesome. It was a little painful at first but it ended up feeling amazing. I had another secret...I also loved to wear her bras and panties when she wasn't home. It was all part of the experience. I felt so sexy and submissive. My mind was just going crazy.

This all just kept building and building. My fantasies to serve men were growing uncontrollable. I found myself video chatting with men while wearing pink bras and panties and sucking the dildo for them and sitting on it while moaning and calling them daddy or whatever they wanted so I could help them get off. It's like my pleasure was fully wrapped up in giving them pleasure.

This all kept building until I just couldn't take it. Lindsey left town to visit her family and I knew I had to make my fantasy a reality. I went to the bathroom to shower and shaved my cock and ass and cleaned myself best I could inside and out. I put one some black stockings and a matching pink bra and panty set that I had bought earlier that day. I sprayed some of my wife's perfume and put on some lipstick. I knew i was non passible but I felt so sexy dolling up for somebody.

I got on a website called sniffies and posted a pic of myself and explained it was my first time and I was down low but really wanted to try having sex with a man. I got some responses from a few weird guys before a normal guy in his late 30's. He had brown hair and blue eyes and an average build. His face was fine and he seemed really cool and patient. And I was obsessed with his cock.

I wasn't into big huge dicks, I preferred average like mine. And he had 6 inch cut dick and it just looked delish lol. I told him I could hose so he came over about an hour later and I was so nervous. Honesty I also felt so guilty for cheating on my wife but I knew I had to try this and she would never understand or approve.

He knocked on the door and I answered in my lingerie and he said I looked so sexy which melted me right there. I felt sexy but knew I wasn't passible. But I was so aroused by the idea that I was a turn on for him. I took him to the couch and we made small talk for a like 5 minutes but I admitted to him I didn't really know how to start. He chuckled which kind of released the tension but he put his hand on my thigh and started rubbing me and then he leaned in for a kiss i hadn't planned on doing any kissing. I don't know why I didn't think about that but I was more thinking about trying sucking and bottoming. I was caught off guard but I opened my mouth a little and let him invade my mouth. To my surprise, I loved it. I just felt so submissive and feminine.

My little dick got rock hard in my panties and I reached my hand over to his cock and could feel he was starting to get hard. I couldn't believe I was rubbing another man over his pants and feeling his dick. When I started rubbing him he opened up his legs a little bit and I broke off our kiss and slid down to my knees between his legs. I pulled his shorts down and revealed that beautiful cock. I had a brief moment where I thought " this is it" if I'm going to stop this I need to do it now. But there was no way. I wrapped my hand around his cock and lowered my lips and gave it small kiss on the head. Then I looked up and him and opened my mouth and let it slide between my lips.

It was incredible, I had never been so turned on. I started slowly bobbing my head up and down on his cock and all the while I was about to cum in my panties without even touching myself. He was moaning and I was loving that for my first time I was able to suck dick to his liking. All I cared about in the moment was making him feel good and cum.

After about 10 minutes of sucking his cock he said he was about to cum and he didn't want to yet. We had already discussed doing more so I knew what he wanted and I really wanted him inside me. I wanted to see him as he popped my cherry.

After over a decade of fantasy I wanted to see the man that was going to fuck me for the first time. I grabbed him by the hand and walked him to my bedroom and laid on the bed. He had a condom and small bottle of lube with him but in the heat of the moment I told him I didn't want the condom. Like I said it was my first time, I was feeling so feminine and sexy and I just wanted him to fuck his cum into me. He agreed and crawled on the bed between my legs. he put some lube on his cock and on my hole and then started to tease me sliding his cock over my hole while rubbing my nipples through my bra.

I was rock hard still, and finally snapped. "Omg fuck me! I need you inside me now!" Then after all this time I felt a little pressure at my hole and then I opened up around him and he slowly started entering inch by inch. I soon felt his balls resting up against my ass and I knew he was all the way. My life changed forever in that moment.

I liked sex with women but I knew that having a man's dick inside me was my calling. It was the best. He started slowing moving in and out of me and I started getting this really warm feeling all over me. I pulled my panties to the side in the front and let my little clit out and he started to pick up the pace. All the sudden I just lost it and started cumming all over my belly. I didn't even stroke myself I didn't even know I could do that.

As I was coming down from my orgasm he started really pounding me and telling me he was about to cum. I really wanted it to feel good for him and I really wanted his cum though was sad for my first time to end. I told him to cum deep inside me as I was moaning his name and I felt him tense up as I have many times before with women and I could feel his cock twitching in my ass and he pumped load after load of semen inside me.

He collapsed on top of me panting and gave me a kiss and said he had to go. I understood because that's what we agreed to but said he wanted to meet again. I already couldn't wait to get more of his cock and try different positions and maybe swallowing his cum. He saw himself out and I just laid there feeling his cum starting to run out of me onto the bed and thinking wow. I took my first cock and it was everything I wanted.

My phone rang and it was Lindsey calling to say goodnight. I told her goodnight while I was leaking cum out of my man pussy and planning my next visit with my new friend. I get into that one in the next story.