Without much surprise, two weeks had slowly passed without one text or call.
Deep down, I genuinely hated how much it stung, but I'm pretty sure I would have been more shocked if he had called or texted.
Pathetically, the phone remained closely surveyed while waiting for any signal whatsoever from Adrian.
His forceful, borderline-humiliating behavior in my car had me fantasizing for more, which legitimately shook, humbled and frankly confused my ego.
He occupied every single sexual thought that passed through my attention-starved desperation, which resulted in daily self-pleasuring while dreaming of his commanding and controlling presence.
I had also succumbed to working out daily, of course driven by both herculean and hypnotic reasons, which kept me from checking myself into the funny farm.
I found ways to work out during different times, multiple drive-by tours and even going on an insanely long run that toured his neighborhood.
As I left my office one evening, I craved a cocktail and decided to stop at my local bar for a dirty martini. Being admittedly superstitious, I figured the salty drink would improve the possibilities of an accidental butt-dial by my abusive sex-boss.
3 filthy martinis later, I broke down and launched a text missile that took at least 30-minutes to strategically concoct.
"Ummmmmm."
15-minutes later and just as the 4th martini arrived.
"Sorry lost phone -- who is this?"
He's fucking with me, right?
"Such a POS!", as I tossed the phone down on the bar and slurped the ice-cold, delicious beverage.
The buzz vibrated on the bar and jerked to grab the notification.
"Sorry - bag was stolen with my phone in it."
This of course meant he hadn't put my name in his phone, but I exhaled and decided to believe his story.
"It's your fuck-toy, Morgan!"
Milliseconds later.
"Morgan!!!!!"
A devilish smile broke out, along with a deep ripple of pleasure with his acknowledgement.
"Miss me?"
"Fuck yes I do -- you know what I want next!"
"Next huh -- well when is that?"
"Well -- let's plan?"
"Well I'm slurping my 4th dirty martini tonight -- tell me when and where!"
My stomach sunk with my desperate request.
"Oh really -- that's our drink! I'd love to throw you around tonight but have plans."
My body deflated and put the phone back down on the bar.
As I tilted the glass to complete the drink, I was just about to lift my arm to waive the bartender down for my 5th, I slid my hand to grab the phone.
"Fuck your plans -- I'm buzzed and needing some company!"
Seconds of watching the phone and just before I was about to forfeit, the dots of typing arrived.
"Hmmmm -- sounds like you're needing this cock huh??"
"Ummmm!"
"Okay I have dinner at 8p -- can't go to my house -- where can we have a quickie?"
Somehow a wave of humiliation ran through my body quickly inflating cock by reminding my social position of Adrian's fuck-toy, side hustle.
"Hmmmm -- your car? My car? Do you have an office?"
"Good idea! Let's meet me at my office in 30 -- it's right around the corner from the gym. Remember we don't have much time."
My anxiety shot through the roof, which had me slam a 5th drink.
I raced home to quickly shower myself clean.
My tipsy movements had me brushing my teeth while thoroughly scrubbing my ass with the actual bar of soap.
I dried off to see the text of his office's address.
I hadn't had much to eat all day, so was definitely flying with martini-excitement on my drive to Adrian's office.
I pulled up to the two-story building and waited in the parking lot.