[This is my first attempt at publishing on Literotica - or anywhere else for that matter - so very grateful for any constructive feedback. This is basically autobiographical, and there are potentially several more chapters to come, but thought I would see how the first one is received before taking the plunge. Typed on my iPhone so please excuse any typos]. Thank you.
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When I was eighteen or nineteen I was on a gap year between school and university, working for a large industrial company in the UK which was sponsoring my degree course.
I was a tall, shy young man. Later, people called me tall, dark and handsome, but I just felt tall, gangly and awkward.
I had zero sexual experience with either males or females. I had an extremely active fantasy life, which was mainly focussed on women, but I had also had crushes on a number of my male friends and acquaintances although these were never admitted to anyone, and I certainly didn't act on them.
In my sponsorship class there were about 10 other students, four of whom were women. Two of them almost immediately paired-off with other guys in the group, and the remaing two, away from home for the first time, embarked on a rampage of promiscuity which was an eye-opener to me, with my complete lack of experience, but unfortunately none of their promiscuity was directed at me!
Anyway, my sex life was soon to move in another direction altogether...
One day I was playing squash at the company sports centre with one of the training managers from the company. I'll call him Andrew, which is not his real name, to spare his blushes. Andrew was a slightly odd man. Rather wooden and nerdy in manner, he was head of our training programme. He was, I guess, somewhere between mid-thirties to mid-forties in age, which seemed very old to me at the time!
The squash match was competitive, but I lost soundly. Afterwards we went to shower. The changing rooms had communal showers, which I was not overly comfortable with, especially with the idea of being naked in front of one of the managers. However, I didn't have much choice so I stripped off and joined Andrew in the shower. He obviously kept himself in shape as he was, if not exactly ripped, certainly trim and toned. However, the most startling thing to me was the size of his cock. I genuinely don't think I had ever seen one so big. Both thick and long, even in its flacid state. We aren't talking stupid "donkey schlong" here, but certainly very, very large.
I was embarrassed but fascinated and didn't know where to look. I tried to keep my gaze at eye level. However he seemed quite openly to be looking at my naked body, and after a minute or two said "You look as though you keep yourself in shape".
I was a bit shocked to have someone so openly acknowldeging that I was naked and that he was looking at me - but also slightly flattered that he liked what he saw. "Thank you" I muttered and then, out of some misplaced politeness added "you too".
He went on "I expect your girlfriend is pleased!"
"Uh, I don't have a girlfriend" I stammered.
"Boyfriend then?" he quickly responded, with a laugh.
I know I blushed bright red and said "No, I don't have a boyfriend. I am not that way inclined" even though I secretly knew that I probably was a bit "that way inclined". Certainly I was finding the experience of having my naked body openly admired by another naked man with a large cock somewhat arousing (as well as embarrassing) and the situation was becoming even more embarrassing as my cock was starting to twitch and swell. It wasn't erect, but it was clearly becoming a "semi" and I could see that Andrew had noticed and smiled slightly to himself.
I tried to change the subject "Are you married?" I asked innocently.
"No I'm not. I used to be but it didn't work out."
I wasn't sure whether I was relieved or disappointed that he wasn't gay.
He abrubtly changed the subject "By the way, that was a good game of squash. You clearly have an eye for racquet games. Do you play tennis?"
Relieved to be off the topic of sexuality I confirmed that I did, and indeed was really more of a tennis player than squash.