It all started many years before, one night after a blowjob, while lying in bed, Jake began to consider how his wife could let him cum in her mouth but was firm in her decision to not swallow. Jake was the first man Alexa had ever been with sexually and the first man to ejaculate in her mouth. That was when she decided she "didn't like the texture sliding down her throat". From that time on she would hold the cum in her mouth until she got to the bathroom to spit it out. Jake wondered to himself how hard it could really be? This naturally stirred up an image in his mind of himself letting a man cum in his mouth. Jake started to realize he was starting to get real turned on by this thought and decided to go with it to see where it went.
Jake slipped his hand down his pajamas and began to masturbate while fantasizing about satisfying a man with a blowjob. Because Jake was straight and turned off by gay sex and because in his fantasy he was the dick sucker he began to imagine himself as a woman dressed in a way that would be visually appealing to a man while getting sucked. Jake began to imagine himself in sexy lingerie on his knees with a man.
Jake climaxed harder than he had in a long time. Not wanting to wake his wife to wash his hands, Jake lustfully ate the cum from his hands and fell asleep with the taste of cum on his pallet. That night while his wife was asleep next to him, Jake found that he was extremely turned on by the thought of pleasing a man sexually.
Over the years Jake had met up with a few men and had mostly unsatisfactory experiences. Jake had yet to bring a man to orgasm. Fantasizing had lost its spark. Jake was starting to wonder if he would ever get over his fear of having casual sex with strangers while married to a woman who wouldn't understand but who also seemed to lack intimacy during sex. Jake longed for intimacy but had come to accept that it would never come from his wife but he loved her and she needed him.
One of the men that Jake had a couple brief encounters with was a man named Neil. He was in his mid fifties and lived alone. Neil was the man who a couple years earlier had been the first, and still only man, to briefly penetrate Jake bareback but didn't want to cum in him so he pulled out and sprayed all over Jake's ass. On another encounter with Neil Jake swallowed Neil's cum. But Neil had to help by jacking off. On another encounter Jake gave Neil a handjob and brought him to orgasm. But that wasn't as satisfying as Jake had imagined. Jake was tired of fantasizing and was starting to convince himself that he owed it to himself to go through with it. Neil was the man who Jake trusted most and he deserved to be treated like a king after putting up with the endless emails over the years. If Jake was going to let a man cum in his mouth, he was going to make sure it would be an experience this lucky man wouldn't soon forget!
Years ago Jake had chosen the name Lindsey for his feminine name. Neil was more into masculinity but didn't mind if Lindsey dressed up as long as his manhood was taken care of. Lindsey emailed Neil and asked if she could come and see him. She knew he would be expecting a handjob but she wanted to surprise him with what she had planned. Lindsey hopped in the shower to make sure she was clean and ready for what was to come. Lindsey began to feel anxious while in the shower but was tired of not knowing what it was like to try something she had been fantasizing about for so many years. She told herself it was now or never and tried her best to resist the fear of something bad happening. She told herself that if he replies then she was going to finally know what it was like to give all of herself to a man for his pleasure.
Lindsey anxiously got out of the shower and dried herself off before changing into her boy clothes. She would dress when she got over to Neil's house. Part of Lindsey was really hoping that Neil didn't respond. Lindsey was scared but managed to log into her secret email and there it was, a message from Neil. Lindsey's heart was pounding now and her mind seemed to shut off when she clicked to open the message which had only one word, "Now". Lindsey grabbed her bag and walked out the door still in a mind fog. She didn't even remember the drive over to Neil's but before long she had arrived and allowed herself to remain in a fog until she knocked on the door.