AS Submitted OG
Author's notes:
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All characters in this story are at least 18 years of age
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This is my first ever story submission. It's planned as an ongoing story with at least 5 chapters
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If you have positive or negative criticism/comments, let me know.
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If you like it, and are looking forward to chapter 02, please leave a comment as this will give me more motivation. Enjoy!
β Originally some of the characters in this chapter had different names. That was changed in an edit.
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Chapter 1: "There's Just One Problem"
When I came out around the end of high school, I was met with a predictable amount of hostility--and support--at first. But once the dust had settled, I was faced with indifference. People really didn't care about other people's shit; especially by Grade 12 (which I'll try to call "senior year" from now for the non-Canadians).
But every so often I'd experience something that was neither hostility, nor support, nor indifference:
curiosity
. Especially from straight guys. They really wanted to know about the mechanics of gay sex, and often when they would ask me about it, it felt very much like flirting. It usually didn't go anywhere, but often enough it did. It never lasted though.
I was far from the only out gay kid at my school of over 2,000 people, but I tended to be withdrawn. I had friends--nerdy, arty types mostly--but I didn't go out of my way to form community. And despite having secret hookups with a number of other senior guys, I wasn't at all "dating". It made me a good 'dirty little secret' for some of the more curious or closeted guys.
A few months after my coming out, very close to the end of senior year, I started getting invited to hang out with a group of loveable jock types that had been very close buds since the beginning of high school: Danny, Eric, and Josh. Danny and Eric went back even further. They knew each other since elementary school.
The first time we hung out was after a school thing. An impromptu sort of thing. It was a basketball game. I didn't normally go to school events, especially not sports-related ones, but I was hooking up with a guy from the team and I thought this show of support might help make him feel more seriously about what we could be. The boys were there, and Danny struck up a conversation with me. He invited me to hang out with them after the game. They were going to drive to a nearby field and drink. They had beer for me, too.
Danny, Josh, and I drank, while all four of us including Eric sat in the grass, chatting. Danny declared we were playing
Never Ever Have I Ever
, or whatever the hell that game is called. You know the one: take a swig of booze if you have done the thing. Eric would take a swig of water, since he was driving.
Right off the bat Danny threw out a sexual one.
"Never ever have I ever..." he paused for a moment, looking around coyly, "gotten my dick sucked at school."
With that, he took a big sloppy swig of his beer. A stream rushed down his sharp jaw and along his neck as he guzzled from the bottle. I watched the trickle disappear into some spines of hair coming out of the top opening of his v-neck. He wiped his lips, most unsubtly.
Maintaining eye contact with him, and glancing over at Josh and Eric, who hadn't drank, I raised the bottle to my own lips and was about to take a big swig myself when I paused for a moment, saying "wait" out loud, as I thought to myself,
have I actually gotten my dick sucked at school or only sucked other dicks at school?
I had done both, and with that realization proceeded to gulp down some beer.
"Dude who sucked your dick at school?" Eric asked Danny.
Before Danny could answer, Josh cut in.
"I'm more curious about who sucked off Moh over here," then turning in an aside to Eric added, "Danny was Marlene, and probably Jess and Ashley, too."
"Yes, yes... no, but
almost
..." Danny said, raising an eyebrow before continuing, "and I'm also way more curious about who's been sucking
your
dick, Moh."
Danny enthusiastically reached over and gently cupped my junk through my shorts, he didn't grip it much but I did feel him press up a bit against my balls and shaft, and it felt nice. I reflexively kind of thrust upwards to mash my meat against his hand. I gently pressed and did a little swirl while he, in turn, squeezed more firmly to make my cock palpably throb in his hand.
And then it was over. It lasted no more than two seconds, but my head swirled, and my heart raced and my cock--of course--continued to throb. While the other guys
did
see Danny grab my crotch area, I don't think they noticed just how much contact we made. They still looked at me expecting an answer.
"Look guys, I can't tell you who's been sucking my dick or whose dicks I've been sucking."
"Oh come on,
I
told
you
." Danny objected.
"It's a bit different for me." I thought about how to proceed. I explained that I didn't want to be no fun, that I was happy to play the game and fill them in on all sorts of scandalous details about myself, but I also wasn't gonna