Bianca wasn't sleeping at my place that day, so I didn't have to hide my erection.
"Please, can you send me another picture?"
John was happy to do it. He then asked me to send him a picture of my ass, and after many minutes of fooling myself in the pretense that I would be able to sleep after that request, I got up, took off my pants and went to a long mirror, turning around and taking a picture of my ass.
John gave me compliments, many of them, and they made me so horny that I had to jerk off. Part of me was ashamed to be enjoying another man's compliments, but I also had been ashamed of enjoying getting fucked and I wasn't caring about that anymore. Things changed.
Then he asked me if I would set the date for our encounter soon, because he was crazy to meet me. I promised I would. Then, before ending the conversation, I asked him if he could keep that whole interaction a secret from my girlfriend. John had no problems with that.
So we set the date for next week, and it might have been a long week, if not for the conversations I secretly had with John everyday, which ended up making me very comfortable with him, since I not only received compliments for the pictures of my naked body, I complimented him as well - he particularly enjoyed when I told him how excited I was to take his whole cock.
The day of the meeting came, a Saturday night, and I suddenly felt very nervous. I had taken a shower after Bianca had shaved all of me, and I couldn't hide my excitement or my shame from her, with my cock staying erect throughout the whole ordeal.
Then John came, he knocked on my door and Bianca answered. I heard his deep voice and my body actually trembled. He was huge, I expected that. He took my hand, shook it, looked me over with a knowing smile, and I blushed.
Bianca served the wine, and sat next to me on the living room, John was on the opposite side, and we talked about trivial things, and I slowly started laughing at his jokes - when he noticed I was more at ease, he started to grab his volume, showing through his pants, and I looked at it.
"Maybe," Bianca said, "we should go sit next to you, huh?" And John agreed. So we sat on the couch next to him, me on the right side, his right hand went straight behind my back and rested my head on it. I felt weird, but let it go, noticing that my cock was hard. John came close to me, to my ear, and whispered that I could feel him up. I didn't look at Bianca while my hand was placed on John's erection, I was too ashamed, too excited. I felt his huge cock, even through his pants, I could feel the power. I squeezed it, gave it a nice massage that lasted minutes, while he talked with Bianca. I didn't even listen much, but I heard him commenting about how lucky he was, and that I was beautiful.
Then John kissed Bianca. When I saw it, I stopped my grabbing to look. Yeah, it was a threesome do Bianca would be a part of it. I wondered if that had been her plan all along, to do that so she could fuck another guy. I must've observed them for a long time, their tongues mingling, because John stopped and looked at me. He came at me, mouth open, and I kissed him too. It had been a long, slow, wet kiss, it took my breath away. When he went to kiss my girlfriend again, I didn't mind.
He quickly took control of the situation, and slowly told us what to do, to take off one piece of clothe at a time, until Bianca and me were naked - my cock hard - and he still fully clothed. For a time he forgot about Bianca, and pulled me on to his lap, so I was sitting right on top of the snake. My girlfriend smiled weakly next to me, watching. If she was having second thoughts, now was too late. John rubbed his hands on my belly, my cock, balls, all the while, telling me to move my thighs, teasing his huge cock. I was hesitant at first, but his touches slowly took me in, and I closed my eyes and enjoyed the sensations.
We moved to the bed, and John wanted to go right to the point. When he was fully naked in front of me, I felt a pang of fear. His cock was fully hard, enormous, and he rubbed it on me. Bianca tried to come in, kiss me while I was laying down, but then John would do something to catch my full attention. He turned he around on the bed, lubed me up and fucked me with his finger. I moaned loudly, my pleasure so obvious, turning my normal deep voice into squeaks and high tones. I was slapped many times; he took a long while preparing me, until I was ready to cum, and he hadn't even started with me.
For what I gathered, Bianca had tried to get his attention, for he then said, "Wait, let me first deal with him, that's why I'm here, right?"
My eyes were closed, and my ass was getting invaded by three fingers, so I couldn't do anything for Bianca. I bit my pillow, listening to John's voice, he was saying, "There you go, Benji boy, you can take it, you like it, don't you? There you go." In his voice, there was more than a touch of wildness.
I opened my eyes and saw Bianca laying on the bed, trying to look at if she wasn't mad. But I knew she was. I was powerless.
John took his fingers out and didn't put them back.
"Come on, don't stop," I said, and my voice was so desperately childish, and with my girlfriend right there, my face grew hot.
"I'm just about to start," John said.
And he did. The biggest difference, I think, between the superficial and actual human meat, is the throbbing, it was like I could feel his heartbeat through his cock, and the warmth, and the simple knowledge that I was giving pleasure. He started slow, torturing me, but also protecting me. I wanted to cry. I know I started to moan very loudly once John picked up speed, and when I cummed for the first time, I actually screamed: "Fuck, yeah, fuck, fuck."
Bianca was right. It was much better.