At the age of forty-three, I had my first bisexual meeting. In my early days of being bisexual, I only met men to receive head. After three years of one-way oral sex, I had a curiosity about of giving fellatio to man. Once I had a man cum in my mouth, I became addicted to giving oral sex. I now meet men to give them oral pleasures.
I met Carl online. I would post messages to various Yahoo groups to find strangers to meet for anonymous sex. Carl responded with an x-rated picture of him and stated why he would like to meet me. One reason I agreed to meet Carl, he lived near where I lived, fewer than two miles. In our e-mail exchanges, he expressed extreme pleasure in receiving oral satisfaction, and I boasted that I like giving head without anything in exchange. After several e-mail exchanges, we agreed to meet at Denny's where we could sit, have coffee, checking each other out to decide if we wanted to meet. My sexual needs are to have a man's cum in my mouth; Carl's sexual needs were to receive a blowjob to completion.
I met Carl at the timed agreed; we shook hands and ordered coffee. We had a pleasant conservation lasting more than an hour. We talked about our work, where we lived, and sports. At the end of our conservation, we started to talk about the subject of our meeting, the giving and receiving oral pleasure. I had an immediate liking for Carl. I liked Carl, his personality being different from other men I have met. He had a soft-spoken voice, which put me at ease. He did not appear in a hurry to meet for a blow and go. This lack of action caused me to believe Carl did not want to me, so I could suck his cock.
Carl worked as a masseuse and had large hands with muscular forearms. Carl had interesting stories to share about giving massages. Some of his male clients wanted extra services such as a "happy ending" at the end of the message. Carl's massage job provided a chance of providing hand job to one, two, or more men a day.
Carl told me, "With so many naked bodies and with the hand jobs, I give out I come home horny. I want to relax and need someone to suck my cock." He continued, "I have a girlfriend, but we do not spend many nights together. She knows that I am bisexual and does not mind if meet another man."
I responded, "I like to give blow jobs, and you would not have to do anything in return."
Carl finished his coffee and said, "My place is not too far from here, if you would like you can follow me to my apartment." My spirit lifted with the invitation. Carl lived alone; he rented a two-bedroom apartment. One bedroom reserved for sleeping and the second bedroom for his massage business. We entered Carl's apartment that appeared tidy. Walking past the couch, Carl suggested, "Let's go to the bedroom." Carl used this second bedroom to give in-the-house massages. In the bedroom, I noticed a portable folding massage table, a queen-sized bed, and chest of drawers. Carl asked, "Would you like a massage?"
I accepted by saying, "Sure, love to. I am sure you give great massages. A massage would feel so good that would want a massage all the time." I stripped down to my boxers, asking Carl, "Where do you want me?"
Ray nodded toward the massage table saying, "On the table and remove your boxers." I felt a little shy about being naked, but did as directed."
Carl's hands were like magic, strong and powerful hands moving over my body, touching all pressure points. After fifteen minutes, I felt relaxed. I did not notice, but while Carl gave me a massage, he was undressing. I opened my eyes looking straight at his cock.
