I wake up to the sound of sniffling. I look at the clock and it is only 4 in the morning. I get up and go peak my head out into the living room and ask Justin if he is ok?
He sniffles and says that he is not sure. I walk out to him and ask what is wrong. "You man. What we did. All of it." He says with regret and confusion in his voice.
"Hey man. I am sorry about it. I don't know what I was thinking. I let my horniness take over. We don't have to do anything else like that ever again. I'm sorry I made you feel that way."
"That's just it." He says through more sniffles. "I think I want to do it again. It felt so good. I've never been pleasured in that way before you made me feel so good. That is one of the biggest orgasms I have ever had. My wife hasn't even gotten me to cum that hard."
I don't know what to say so I just stay silent and rub his back. I have no words to say to him. I know I want to play with him more this weekend but also don't want to lose my best friend over this silly mistake that felt oh so right in the moment. So I just rubbed his back. I then say we can do or not do whatever you are comfortable with this weekend. If that means only golfing than that is what we can do.
"Okay" is all he can get out. He than adds "can you just lay here with me for a few while I process this." He scooches over and gives me room to lay down.
I lay down behind him, if we were closer i would be the big spoon. He is still processing this all and then asks "how long have you been playing around with guys?"
"For about 8 years now. But don't get it twisted it's been only a few times here and there. I find a hookup on Craigslist and then I talk to them for a long while until I feel comfortable. Always played safe too."
"Played safe? He inquires. "Like you have been fucked or you have done the fucking?"
"Both" I respond. "You might think bottoming is nasty but I find so much pleasure in it. Remember how you weren't sure about me playing with your hole but then I started to press against that spot. Your prostate has a ton of feeling to it when played with and can make you cum so much harder. Well at least it make a me cum so much harder!"
"Does your wife know about this at all?" He asks turning around to face me.
"Absolutely not bro. I would prefer to keep it that way. In fact it has been over a year and a half since I have last played with a guy and before you it has been all older men. However, you have turned me on since college and I would like to find someone my age who I can be friends with to do this on a somewhat regular basis. I don't mean weekly or even monthly but whenever we have like a bros night or something, playing a little wouldn't make me upset." I respond.