My head spinning at what he just said. He doesn't know if he could. If he was ready? If he would ever be ready. I know I had to be careful with my next question if he was going to continue to play.
"What do you mean? Have you ever had thoughts about playing with a man or playing with your ass ever?" I ask as we approach the 18th hole.
"Well, I maybe have had a few thoughts in college." He says.
"What do you mean?"
"Well, in college, you always hear things especially from those that are gay, that gays guys have a tool so they know how to pleasure one. So when I heard that, I had a thought about what a guy giving me a blowjob would be like. That's about all I really thought about. I've never thought about being penetrated before. That is until last night when you used your fingers outside of my ass. That is another reason why I was crying this morning. I was contemplating being fucked by at least a finger maybe more. Then when I saw and felt how me fucking you made you feel this morning I wondered if it would give me the same feeling. In fact, I think that is why I have shot so poorly today. I can't get the events of sex with you out of my head."
"Well I don't want to force you into anything you want. I really hope that what we did this weekend won't affect our friendship if you want to act like this never happened and finish our golf outing and go back home and just carry on as usual." Then I add, "I mean I would love to continue this on occasion when we can," with a chuckle, "but I totally understand and just don't want this to ruin our friendship."
We finish the last hole in silence and Justin finishes with a birdie and a score of 102. I won't talk about my score. We get headed back to the condo and Justin is still silent. I have no idea what he is thinking about since my last comment about staying friends and going back to the old way.
We walk inside the door of the condo. I walk in first followed by Justin and finally I hear Justin speak up. "Hey Brian." I turn around and Justin continues. "I don't want to go back to the way thing were. I think I want to keep going down this path we are on." As he says this he reaches out and pulls me close kissing me on the lips.
I wrap my arms around him and kiss him back. We are leaning up against the door making out. I strip his shirt off and he does the same to me. Our tongues and mouths are fighting each other. I reach up and play with his nipples and he reaches down to grab my hard cock through my shorts. He lets out a moan as I grab and punch his nips.
I slowly rub down his chest and belly making my way to his cock as well. When I get to his fly his cock is straining to be released. I latch on with my hand and rub his cock through his shorts. I unbutton his shorts and let them fall to the ground and he steps out of them. I then undo my belt and he unbuttons my shorts letting them also fall down to the ground.
He breaks our kissing "should we go shower and continue this in the bedroom. I nod giving him another kiss. We walk to the bathroom and turn the shower on. We continue our make out as the water runs warm. I strip my boxers off and then reach over and strip Justin's boxers off as well. He is so hard and excited he already had a little wet spot in his boxers. With his dick finally set free from the boxers I stick my tongue out to lick the precum from the tip not wanting any of that to go to waste.
We get in the shower and start to soap each other up. We have a bar of soap and he starts off with it in his hands washing me all over. He is washing my belly and gets to my cock. He washing it thoroughly and then washes my balls as well. He brings his hands around wrapping my in a hug and kisses me as he washes my back. He then gets down to my ass and is washing my ass so delicately. He spreads my cheeks and goes into the crack rubbing my hole with the soap. I let out a slight moan. He then is almost done with my ass and I tell him to slide in with a soapy finger a few times to make sure it is nice and clean. We kiss and he pushes his finger into my hole. I moan into his mouth. In and out, in and out his finger goes 3 times. He pulls out and reaches back around to hand me the soap.
I make the soap and start to wash his body all over the place. I start with his arms and then his pits. I then run the soap all over his chest and belly. Oh how I love this chest and belly. I stay at his chest and play with his soapy nipples for a little bit. I then make my way down to his straining cock. I know if I play with this too much he will shoot his load. So I make sure to wash it thoroughly but not play with it much because I want to play more. Maybe with how strained his cock is a couple times tonight.
I have him turn around and I soap up his back. I run my hand down his sides and his back caressing him. He leans his head back and I step forward and embrace him kissing the back and side of his neck. My cock finds his ass and he wiggles it a little for my cock. I then reach around and play with his nipples from behind and continue to kiss his shoulder and neck.
I take my hands and find his ass. He jumps and I remind him to just relax I am only washing it. And then I find his hole. I spread his cheeks and I glide the soap over his wet hole. I take my finger and swirl it around the pucker. "I'm going to clean you like I had you clean me ok." I tell him. He nods and I slowly slide my soapy finger into his soapy hole. I am not fully in his hole just enough to wash it. He lets out a moan, a moan I have never heard before.
He pushes back on my finger and my finger slips the rest of the way into his ass. He again moans and then backs off my finger. Moaning he says "oh Brian stick your finger back in me." I smile and oblige sticking my middle finger back in to where it was and he guides it as far as he wants. He starts rocking on my fingers riding it ever so gently.
I pull out and say why don't we get rinsed off and dry up and take this to the bedroom. He approves and we finish up in the shower. We then take our action to the bedroom. He lays down and brings me down with him. He kisses me again and then says I want your finger back in me. I smile, lift his legs and say how about you just trust me.
With that I dive my face down to his ass I immediately start eating his clean ass and Justin starts moaning. I shove my tongue as deep as I can into his ass. He is loving this "Oh Brian. Don't stop. This feels so good. Oh God. I want this so badly. Oh stick a finger in me please." He is now begging to finger fucked.
