I flared up a bit. Anyone who looked at me knew I wouldn't need help in getting a seven-and-a-half-foot boxed fake Christmas tree out to my car. I hadn't even thought of buying a tree when I'd come into the Kokomo, Indiana, Lowes. I'd been looking for a new laptop. But there were all those tree ornaments my dad had sent me when he was moving out of his house in Wabash and they had trees on deep sale here as close as it was to Christmas.
Then I looked at the young guy standing, looking hopefully at the exit door, and I thought better of it. He looked really good to me. Sort of preppy for Lowes. But young, the way I liked them, probably not more than nineteen, the way I really liked them, and Italian sultry—small, slender, olive skinned, white-teethed ready smile, sleek black hair that would hang to his shoulders when let down, and groomed five o'clock shadow. It wasn't the first time I'd noticed him while I was walking through the store. It almost was like he'd been following me, and he certainly had been giving me looks.
I'd seen him before. I just couldn't remember where or when. And there he was, beside the cash register, when I punched out. He was bagging purchases for customers. He was the bagboy. That certainly came as a surprise. He looked awfully preppy to be working in a store—and too delicious to be a bagboy.
"It's started snowing," he said, as I hefted the tree box and he intercepted me at the exit door. "We wouldn't want anyone to slip on their way to their car."
"Sure," I said, welcoming the contact and the few more moments with him that a trudge through the snow would take. "It's the black Jeep Wrangler over—"
"I know which one it is," he said. And then he continued. "Sorry, my dad takes his Jeep to your garage for work. I've seen you and your Jeep there. It's a great car. A rugged vehicle for a rugged man."
"Ah, I thought you looked familiar," I said, although I still didn't remember having seen him at my garage on North Union Street. And, no, I didn't miss the come-on line. So, was he gay and seeking, I wondered. It certain seemed that way.
"Well, you take one end of the box and I'll take the other." I really didn't need his help. I was 220 pounds of sculpted muscle. I worked out several hours a day. I didn't build this body just to look great. But he was really a cute guy. He was small and slender, but well put together, very sexy. I wasn't in a hurry to see the back of him. Well, I would be happy to see the back of him, of course, but not clothed, going back in the Lowes. He had a narrow waist but a bubble butt—one of those buttocks with a good curve on it but deep hollows below his hips. Just the curves my hands liked to glide over. His trousers were tailored to emphasize his trimness. His clothes were expensive. Money was coming in from somewhere other than bagging people's purchases in a Lowes.
"I've seen you in the gym too," the smiling cutie said. "Rocky's Gym over on North Buckeye."
"Ah, yes, I own a slice of that gym," I said. "You seem a little up town to be going to that gym." That was my way of saying that he looked like a straight-up rich college kid and Rocky's was a sweat gym, with a fairly large working-class homo bodybuilder clientele. I was still confused that he was bagging for a big box store.
"I'm nearly nineteen," he said. Bingo, I thought. "I've been going to the gym with a bunch of other guys two Saturday mornings a month for a while," he continued. "I saw you there once on another evening. I don't think you noticed me; you were tracking down another young guy and were focused on him."
So, he was declaring that he knew I hunted young guys.
"We talk about you Saturday mornings—on whether we'll see you there that day," he continued. "You're our model we're working toward."
I couldn't help but be flattered "Nearly nineteen. You're a bit too trendy to be working here—as a bag boy—aren't you?" I asked. I wasn't sure he really was nearly nineteen—but he did look it, or younger: small, slender, narrow waisted, really nice, supple body from what I could see with him dressed. My urges were kicking in. It always was a risk. But I'd found it always was worth it—at least it had been so far.
"My dad manages this Lowes. It's the Christmas rush season. He needs the help. He doesn't pay me, but, hey, he's my dad. I get room and board—and tuition. I go to the Purdue University tech college here in town."
Bingo. I called college, but more a trade school than a think tank, I guess. Doesn't have his nose in the air about scud work. "Well, then," I said, reaching for my wallet. "You helped me get the tree to the car. How much—?"
"I don't want your money," he said. "Not for helping to carry a box." The look he gave me told me he might take something else from me for money, even if I was a good fifteen years older than he was. I had a lot of experience with young guys in their late teens who were contemplating their sexuality and weren't sure what they wanted. I sometimes helped them decide. Someone helped me decide when I was eighteen. This was a kid who looked like he knew what he wanted, and he was looking at me. What I didn't usually get was a kid who was this decisive—and forward. He had "will do it for money" written all over him.
"What would you take money for?" I asked.
"I think you know." Then, before I could comment, he went on. "Do you ever go to the gym on Saturday mornings?"
"Sometimes I do. I certainly can."
"I'm going to go to the gym this Saturday morning. My parents are going over to Indianapolis to visit my aunt's family, but I'm not going. I'm riding my bike to the gym."
So, he still lived with his parents and he still rode a bike. He did look like a bike rider, or a runner—a small guy, slim but tightly muscled. I liked my guys small. He wasn't hiding from me that he was on the young side, either. "Are you now?" I asked. "That's good to know. Your transportation is a bike?"