What makes a straight man want to suck a cock? For Bill it was just a happenstance of him standing at a bus stop in the middle of the night. He'd come from a party but left because he didn't like being around large groups. He didn't like talking to other people. Especially women.
To understand Bill you had to know he was a combat veteran just recently returned from Vietnam. While he and his friends were the same age, Bill could no longer relate. He had too many demons making him feel way older than his friends and he didn't care to talk about those demons.
So there he was on a busy corner waiting for a bus to take him home. He knew he was too fucked up to drive. So, he left his car at the home of the party host. Acting responsible.
Bill grew up in a neighborhood that was totally homophobic. Guys in neighborhood made sport of going to the big park where faggots were to beat them up. Bill never understood the reasoning around that but he also never understood why men would have sex with one another.
He got his answer when he was picked up by a guy offering him a ride. Since it was late at night and buses were only running once an hour, he accepted the offer. It only took a few minutes before the older man driving reached over to place his hand on Bill's lap directly over his cock. Bill was surprised and about to tell the guy to stop the car. But the guy asked him if he wanted to have some fun back at his home.
Bill was stoned as hell and horny as hell. It was hard to work up the energy to talk with the women at the party. They'd ask him about Vietnam and if he killed somebody. He'd mumble something and tell them he needed another drink. Telling them about his bloody time in war wasn't likely going to get him laid.
So, in his stoned condition, Bill inexplicably agreed to go home with the guy. The older man kept his hand on Bill's lap and stroked his cock through his pants. Bill's thick 7.5 inch cock started to rise. Bill was getting very excited. And he couldn't understand why.
Turned out Bill let the man suck him to an explosive orgasm and Bill reciprocated by sucking the man's smaller cock until a hot stream of cum filled his mouth. Bill not only didn't mind sucking cock or swallowing cum, it was the hottest sexual encounter of his life.
But Bill knew being a homo in his part of town wouldn't work. He knew his family would disown him. And Bill still loved pussy.
It took Bill twenty years before he sucked another cock. He'd never forgotten the one and only experience. How could he forget the most erotic time of his life. He married and had kids but his wife never brought him that degree of sexual arousal. She was hot. Nice body. But, she was conservative and couldn't bring herself to be sexually adventurous. Bill was generally satisfied until his wife seemed too busy for more than one or two sexual encounters a month.
Bill was much more sexually driven. He had read erotic literature and porn since he was a teenager. He had many fantasies. A lot of them involved him being submissive. His one dream of many years was him being submissive to a group of women who had undressed him and made him service them. One of his favorite books was MEN IN LOVE by Nancy Friday. It appealed to his fantasies. Especially sections of men swallowing cum deposited in their wife's pussy. And from men's cocks.
So, early in his forties Bill arranged a meeting with a man to suck him through a local newspaper found in the adult book stores. Bill returned to sucking and learned to worship cock in a way he never thought possible. He ended up in a group of men and one woman having several sex parties where the men fucked the woman and sucked each other. Bill was a happy participant. He became submissive and was made to eat the creampies the men left inside the woman's cunt.
As Bill grew older his wife seldom wanted sex. Most often it came from oral sex. His wife would give him head infrequently and really didn't seem to enjoy it. But, in her mind, at least he was no longer fucking her.
So, it became clear how Bill became a cocksucker and how he ended up worshipping cock. Part of it was by chance, part was his memory and fantasy, part was a decline in his wife's interest. But he couldn't blame the wife. He enjoyed cock in a way he would have never thought possible.
Other men came to cock later in life. Married guys who saw their marriages go stale drifted into going to adult book stores and strip clubs. They came to realize chasing women just to get rejected was a fool's errand. And sex was sex. If a guy wanted to suck them it was fine. It was enjoyable. And some came to suck cock themselves and found out how much they enjoyed that.
Some men would deny wanting to suck cock but had wives who would fuck other men for them as they watched. And then they'd suck the cum out of their wife's pussy before they'd fuck her. An indirect form of sucking cock except the cock was removed. Only the cum came into play.
Who really knows all the reasons married men turn to cock. Must be thousands of reasons. But the reality in the U.S. is men like sucking cock in much larger numbers than one would expect. And men gave up their asses to cocks more often than most would expect. Sex is sex. With women there seemed to most often be some emotional part of sex men failed to understand. Or most men. And those who did understand also just want to have no strings sex without the emotional aspect. Without overthinking things.
Bill had become one of the guys that just enjoyed sex for sex's sake. He found several long term relationships where he could be a man's submissive cocksucker. But they ended for many reasons. Moving out of the area. A guy wanting someone else instead of the same old thing. Men had poor attention spans and often wanted to see what else was available.
So, Bill began to write erotic stories about his sucking cock, his submission and all the ways he found to satisfy his sexual hunger. His writing became very good. Many men would comment they had similar experiences, they enjoyed his descriptive writing or their desire to do what he had done.
Bill started to correspond with one of the men who was about his age. A retired fireman. A guy who wanted to feel the experience of sucking cock until the man exploded in his mouth. They kept an ongoing dialogue of email about Ken, the fireman, sucking cock for the first time.
Ken told Bill he and his wife had a friend fuck her and then Ken would eat the creampies left in her pussy. After eating the other guy's cum for a bit Ken would take sloppy seconds by fucking his wife. He described how excited he was to eat the cum and then fuck the wife with some of the guy's cum still in her pussy.
Unfortunately Bill and Ken lived in different states. But it came to pass Bill would be visiting Ken's area for work and they arranged a meeting. Ken assured Bill his wife would be a participant in their play. And she was truly excited about Ken being willing to suck Bill in front of her. She also wanted Bill to suck Ken and both men to eat her. Hopefully with one being able to deposit cum in her.
Bill was very excited to finally be able to meet Ken. And his wife. Ken told Bill his wife was still pretty damn hot. She had small breasts but was very firm with a nice ass. He described her as "natural". Meaning she didn't shave her pussy.
Bill liked that Erica had a bush. He had never come to like adult women having no pubic hair. Just seemed to take away from the allure of a mature woman. Bill thought of it as infantilizing a man or woman to shave their pubes. He knew the rationale many had but it never caught on with him.
Bill arrived at Ken's door early in the morning on a dark, grey day in the East. He was met at the door by Erica. She was dressed in a see through robe revealing her small tits and very long nipples and her natural bush of dark hair.