I didn't even know I liked it, you know. At least, not that much.
This friend of mine, I knew him for about a year, when he started to work for the same company I did. He was the new guy and I got to show him the place, he was fun, everybody liked him. He was also way more handsome than me, taller, bigger muscles, tanned (in this case, he was just being Brazilian better than I was). I noticed this with a bit of jealousy.
So... We became best friends! I just couldn't help myself.
Three months later, I started to pay attention to the way he looked at my wife. She was amazing, of course. I understood why he did it, but I couldn't believe the way he looked at her with me right there, by his side. The worst of it all was that she probably realized it as well, and liked it.
Both of them seemed to be in this little game, in which I wasn't allowed to be a player. I didn't have the balls to say anything. It made me sad. Angry. Ashamed. And yet, there
I was, inviting my friend, because he was so cool! Pathetic.
The truth is, the image of him, my cool friend, fucking my beautiful wife was just so damn hot. It was sick. I hated myself for thinking that, but that didn't stop me from jerking off and cumming every day, hidden in the bathroom.
That fucked my head, I'm not gonna lie.
I tried cutting him off, but he was just too nice, being close to him made me feel better. The way he talked, trying to make you happy, doing good things, offering help, thankful you for all the small things. He was funny and intelligent too. He being so good looking just made him irresistible. To the ladies. Or maybe not just for them.
I kept my little secret for a few more months, and he ended up becoming my best friend. I just couldn't avoid it. The thing between him and my wife, if there was really a thing, never changed from the quick shared glances and a bit of flirting.
One day, when my work demanded a bit more of me, he offered to help and since his place was closer, I decided to crash at his place. My wife didn't mind. She had no reason to mind. Maybe she should have.
It was already late and we were in his living room, drinking beer and watching soccer. As I said, the work was just a 'bit' more demanding and we were done pretty fast.
We were both shirtless, and I was wearing one of his shorts, because I hadn't brought anything other then trousers, and he didn't accept that. It was hot day and night in that damnable city. He was pretty good at making people comfortable.
I ignored that voice that told me that anything would be better than being a cuck and asked him if he wanted to fuck my wife.