What a dilemma I now faced.
My own stupidities and lust had driven my partner to an ultimatum. Either we make our relationship formal, in the way of marriage, or I am out of a job and somewhere to stay.
Ricky and I stayed the night in the room that Gary paid for and despite the opportunity being there, I didn't want my first fucking of Ricky to be in a cheap hotel room.
I didn't sleep much. At one point I got up and made myself a coffee whilst watching Ricky lying there.
I did love him but could I stay faithful?
I pulled back the cover and took in his, to me, sexy body.
His cock rested against his thigh, already semi-hard. Maybe he was dreaming of me?
I started pulling him so gently and he did not move away. His cock did start to grow though and I started to kiss and lick it.
"You do realise that I'm awake, Ryan?"
I gave a start but smiled.
"Good, take this as my provisional acceptance, I'm now your fiancee."
The words were out before I had the chance to think.
Ricky's cock grew to its full length.
"Normally, a kiss would seal the deal but just you carry on, Ryan."
I kissed his ball sac and licked down, then under to his crack. Now secure in the knowledge that Ricky was open to me fucking him, I wanted to test the ground and give myself a taste of his tight arse.
My tongue circled his hole, teasing him, before flicking my tongue off his sphincter.
Ricky was moaning his approval, as my tongue slowly worked its way into his tight hole. His hips moved as I found a sweet spot.
"Fuck me Ryan, fuck me! Please!" Ricky desperately pleaded.
"No, not here, it has to be right."
It wasn't easy putting the brakes on but I wanted to take him when the time and place was right.
"Tonight, Ricky. At your place. I will make love to you as you've never known."
I moved my head back up and went back to attending to his cock. Licking it, rolling my tongue along it and under it, tasting the pre-cum as it started to ooze.
All I wanted was for Ricky to cum into my loving mouth and I didn't have long to wait.
I cleaned him up as I so often did and then kissed him tenderly.
"My darling, I've treated you so badly, now it's time I treated you well."
Ricky put on a serious face.
"You've treated me despicably, it's true but love doesn't always do the sensible things and I love you, Ryan."
I felt so embarrassed and guilty and as usual, couldn't help but open my mouth.
"What happens if I can't help myself, feel the need for extra-marital sex? I mean, I'm young, impulsive."
Ricky sighed. "Don't think I've not thought about it, Ryan. I sought advice from someone who knows both of us."
"What? You mean my dad?"
Why did Ricky always tell him things about our relationship?
"Of course. He's my friend. The only one I can talk to about us."
"Still, Ricky, I'm not sure he always acts in your, or our best interests."
"You might not say that when I tell you about a suggestion he had." Ricky said that with a knowing smile, that heightened my hope and curiosity.
Ricky then regaled what my dad had said. Dad knew my nature and that I could be a bit flighty. His suggestion, I had to admit, had merit and even a fair bit of attraction.
My dad said we should consider threesomes, so we both could satisfy our extra needs, or more accurately mine.
It made sense and I warmed to the idea. Just a pity that my dad had come up with the idea and I did worry that he might want to be the first participant.
Looking back, I realised he already had been involved. That night he came to our room and Ricky sucked him in front of me. Did my dad now want to go further?
I spent the next couple of weeks transitioning to Ricky's place. It wasn't that I had a lot of stuff, I just needed to balance study time and work until Ricky found a replacement for me in the bar.
One evening, as I arrived to start my shift, Jess was in an excited mood.
"Ricky's doing an interview in the back office."
"So? Why get so excited." I asked her.
"The guy's fucking gorgeous, man. Tall and blonde, late 20's I'd say." Jess gushed.
"I thought Rolf was the love of your life?"
"Ach, we're too different. I love to stay in, cuddle up and you know......"
"Oh, I know Jess." I smiled knowing that she loved cock. Jess continued.
"Rolf wants to involve other guys, even other lassies. I'm no' having that, I'm a traditional girl at heart. Another thing, he likes to party too much. By the time we get in, I'm too tired to fuck."