Marcus shows teeth when he laughs. They're really white, and perfectly straight, he's definitely had braces at one point. It's a weird thing to notice, but dental hygiene is important, right? Christ, I haven't brushed my teeth yet. I was waiting until after breakfast. Between the coffee and last night's booze my morning breath must be hellacious. I wonder if it bothered him. It didn't seem to. I mean, if you eat ass, morning breath can't be the worst thing to worry about. Oh god, I hope I was--
"Everything OK?"
Huh, guess I was chewing my lip again, "Yeah man, I was just... I think I'm still a little buzzed from last night, plus that was..."
He smiles, no teeth this time, and I can see it doesn't quite reach his eyes, "I get that." He rolls over and sits up. I immediately regret the loss of warmth, the amazing feeling of skin on skin, "Listen, I should probably get going."
Distantly, I can recognize the after-orgasm regret on his face. A lot of girls get that way. Not because they suddenly sober up or something, I'm not a fucking monster. Just, sometimes you do something in the moment, and afterward it doesn't fit with who you think you are.
I was feeling it a little bit right now.
No, that's not right. I do
not
regret this, I reach out and squeeze his arm, "Thanks for coming over man, and for... that. That was awesome."
He smiles again, with teeth, "Er... no problem. I'm not sure you need to thank me or anything. But, uh... that was a lot of fun."
I grimace a little, but try to keep the expression off my face. Fun? Shit, thats what you say to girls when you're never gonna call again. At least he didn't give me the shoulder pat. I don't know who made the rules, but patting someone on the shoulder after hooking up, and saying, 'well that was fun,' is basically the 'well champ, you tried,' of fucking.
Marcus gets out of bed, and stretches. I can't help noticing his ass. Damn, most girls would kill for an bubble-butt like that. I want to grab it, but... he turns around again. Giving me another view of that cock.
I haven't seen a lot of dicks outside of porn or the lockerroom, but that thing was massive. Even mostly soft, it would turn heads in a gym shower. How the fuck did he get that thing inside of me?
"What?" there's a half smile on his face.
I realize I'm grinning, "You're just hot, you know?"
He chuckles, "Thanks. You're pretty fucking hot yourself. And you did pretty damn well for a first time bottoming."
"I must be a fucking natural to take that thing all the way."
He bursts out laughing, "I get that on occasion, but my dick's not
that
big."
"Man, if I pulled something like that out, most chicks would run the other way."
"Well, if the soreness gets bad, a warm shower usually feels nice, and a little tylenol."
Soreness? I mean, I guess it's a little tender, "Thanks, I definitely didn't think of that."
He shrugs as he pulls on his shorts, "Its a learning experience, and I mean," he looks away, "Well... I hope it doesn't scare you away from trying it again... if you want to."
"Shit man, if I thought I could get hard again right now, I'd probably go for round two."
He smiles, takes a deep breath, "Well you know where to find me if you're interested."
After Marcus leaves, I realize I still feel buzzed, and I don't think its the alcohol. As the door shuts, I notice that, despite my comment, I'm already hard as a rock again.
I spend the rest of the day just sort of bumming around and cleaning up. I end up being starving for breakfast. Despite Marcus' warning, I don't feel particularly sore. I just feel... well... I guess I just feel well-fucked. It's a sort of stretched feeling, not in a bad way, you know? Just sort of satisfied.
I really did get fucked by my neighbor this morning. I mean, I had certainly been curious, I wouldn't have forked out eighty bucks on a dildo if I hadn't been interested in anal stimulation. But toys, and having sex with a guy were two very different things. Besides it wasn't just the feeling of getting fucked that made that so amazing.
It was... well, just about everything.
I'd certainly heard Marcus go to it before. Hard not to hear it sometimes. I swear, I think he gets louder after I bring over a particularly shrieky girl. The sounds of the guys, were always so surprising. Sometimes they were whiney pleads for more dick (and damn, did he have more dick to give), but mostly it was just the sounds of guys just moaning, and it all felt so... raw. And the sound of Marcus' deep voice. He liked to talk during sex. I'd heard him make a few jokes, but mostly a lot of questions and a bit of dirty talk.
Yeah, I listened sometimes. Sometimes I even jerked off, quietly.
Was I gay? Nah, girls were still hot. Maybe I'm bi? Did that even matter? People can do want what they want, and I really shouldn't feel weird about it. Man, can't I just be horny and not think about this?
Yeah, I wish it actually worked that way.
Around nine, the texts started coming in. Jeremy and Aiden were thinking of doing another bar crawl, maybe check out that new club on Twenty Second. Despite spending the day entirely inside, I didn't exactly feel stir crazy. Hell, I was just sitting on the couch, sipping jasmine tea, watching some Real Madrid game from early in the week.
I begged off, saying I wanted to spend the night in. Jeremy just sent me a picture of condoms, with the line, "play safe!" Hah, if only the knew.
By ten or so, the first group of girls started messaging. I made a Bumble account once, despite what my friends said, I never really saw the point. I was never shy with my phone number, and the phone was going to buzz either way. I'm not cocky, but I know what I look like. Still, the thought of Marcus calling me, "pretty fucking hot" still sent a quiver down my spine.
Hey babe, we still on for tonight?
Shit, I totally forgot about Jen. She wanted to come over tonight. We were gonna watch something on Netflix. Though that was probably just a subtext. Usually she came over, chatted for a bit, and then fucked me until we collapsed. The thought of the last time made me smile, and it definitely got me a little hard. Yeah... definitely not completely gay.
Despite the thought of spending a night grinding my face against her big tits having some appeal. I just... wasn't up for it.
Hey, can I get a rain check?
Sure, everything ok? You got another lady over tonight?
Jen was many things, but jealous was not one of them. It was probably why she and I had been able to manage the whole fuck buddy thing for more than two years. She followed her question up with a line of kissy and winky faces.
Nah. Though I did kind of hook up this morning.