Chapter Five : Preparing for Tina's Visit
It was now Tuesday morning and I found myself sitting at my desk. I couldn't believe I had done everything I had done with Jake in one night. What was happening to me? Had I been suppressing these things for a while or was it just that I was excited about being away from home and feeling free to experiment with the different joys of life? Or was it just because of Jake? I looked over to his bed, he wasn't there, he had left earlier to go map out his classes, but I could see him in my minds eye, laying there in all his beauty and glory. I shook my head and closed my eyes. I needed to think through what happened last night, and decide if it was really something I wanted to have happen again. I got up and grabbed my bike and headed outside to ride and clear my head.
After a nice three hour bicycle tour of the city, and a lot of thinking as I rode, I returned to my dorm room having decided to just let whatever happens next, happen. Tina, my girlfriend would be coming down from Medford on Friday and I figured what the hell, why not have some different experiences until she gets here. I kind of sealed my fate as to what I would allow to happen with Jake when I found myself laughing as I wrapped a little present for him. I sat down at my computer and began clicking through some photos of Tina, my girlfriend, on my computer. Jake was still out checking out the shortest or quickest paths to his classes, he said he hated being late or god forbid, getting lost. He took along a GPS system and figured he would design a map to allow him to not waste time getting from class to class once school officially started in a little over two weeks.
God, I thought, had it really only been a day since I got here? It seems like I had known Jake for months now and with everything we had done so far, one would have thought more than one night had past since we first met.
Anyway, as I sat there clicking through her pictures, I was trying to figure out a way to let Jake know she would be coming to see me and check out my dorm room this weekend. I didn't want to not tell him, nor did I want him to get upset by her just showing up without me having told him she was coming. I shook my head, what should it matter to him anyway? It wasn't like we were like a couple, neither of us were gay, well I wasn't really sure about Jake, but I knew I wasn't, and I don't know why I was worried about his reaction, but I felt a sense of, not loyalty, but maybe a deep friendship with him to just surprise him with Tina visiting.
Now as I sat there clicking through all of the photos of Tina, and Tina and me, I got to thinking deeply about what Jake and I had done last night. I knew I wasn't gay, but I had never before felt such a strong and deep connection with someone as quickly as I did with Jake. Even with Tina, it took a little while before I felt true feelings for her, and we sure didn't break right into having sex within hours of our first meeting.
I had been in a hurry to leave little old Medford and begin to experience life and boy did I get an awesome first experience. As I looked at Tina's photos scrolling across my computer screen I got to wondering what she would think of what I had done with Jake. Should I even tell her? We had promised to be wholly truthful with each other, but this seemed like it might be best kept a secret. I stopped the pictures scrolling on one with Tina and me and her best girlfriend taken at her parents' cabin in northern Wisconsin last summer. I remember telling Tina that I thought her friend Beth had gotten hotter looking over the past year since she began to develop more womanly curves. Tina jokingly asked if I wanted to have a threesome with her. I remember just blushing and not really saying anything. Then Tina said she would be willing to do it and she said she could talk Beth into joining us if I really wanted to. She followed it up by saying that if we did that, then I'd have to pick a guy friend of mine to do a threesome with at some point with her. I laughed and said 'yeah sure'.
Well back then I would have never imagined that a little over a year later I would have been having sex with another guy, and liking it. But that was before I knew I'd be going off to college and meeting someone like Jake.
Then I had an idea. It was an idea that both excited me and scared the hell out of me at the same time. I would have to be very careful in the way I broached the subject, with both Tina and Jake. I had to think of a cleaver plan to pull this off without causing too much trouble for myself. Hell, I thought, I'm a college guy now, I should be able to think this through and come up with a good plan, or fuck up my life royally in the process. I figured I would have to somehow work the idea into a conversation with Jake first, since he was here.
Jake came back to the dorm room about an hour later, he had loaded the GPS device with all of his classes destinations, he said 'Hi' and walked up behind me and peeked over my shoulder at the screen.
"So which one is your girlfriend?" He asked after looking at the photo of me, Tina and Beth. I clicked ahead two photos to one of just Tina.
"This is Tina," I said leaning my head back and looking up at him. "So what do you think?"
"She's hot," He said leaning in a little bit. "I see you like them on the slender side."
"Yeah," I smiled up at him. "Just like you." I laughed, then thought, why the hell did I say that?
"Show me more," He said rolling his desk chair over and sitting beside me. "If you want to that is?"
"Sure, I have shit loads of photos of her in here." I said as I clicked on the folder named 'Tina' and clicked on'slideshow'. "Enjoy." I said and leaned back in my chair.
I watched the photos fade in and out every five seconds as Jake eyed up Tina as her photos flashed across the screen.
"She's a little hottie," He commented. "How long have you two been together?"
"Since eighth grade," I answered. "So a little over four years now."
"You two look so cute together," He smiled at me. "Is she going to college too?"
"No she's got a job that starts in a couple of weeks back home. She's an artist actually, she can paint really beautifully and plans on going around to flea markets and stuff to sell some of her paintings, just to see if other people like them and would pay for them. But she needed a part time job for some extra spending money to be able to come visit me. I offered to pay her way, but she said she wanted to pay for it herself." I grinned as I thought that was a cleaver way to broach her coming to visit.
"An artist you say, I'd love to meet her, when is she coming to visit you?"
"Funny you should ask," I said turning to look at Jake. "She's actually coming down on Friday."
"For real? This weekend?" Jake smiled at me. "Are you going to introduce us?" He smiled and blinked his eyes and tilted his head and gave me that little puppy dog look. "How long will she be staying and where?"
"Yeah I want to introduce you two." I answered. "But I was thinking we should set a few grounds rules first, maybe."
"Like what?" Jake frowned and pushed his chair back a little.
"Well I was just thinking..."
"That you don't want her to know about what we did?" Jake asked. "I'm cool with that, it can be just our little secret, and I'd never tell anyone that you didn't want me to tell. I hope you feel the same."
"Yeah," I replied smiling at him. "I'd never tell anyone either without your permission. It's kind of a private thing. But that's not exactly what I was getting at..."
"Well what then?" He asked rolling his chair back close to mine.
"Well, don't take this the wrong way, but I need to ask first."
"Ask away Toby."
"You do like girls too right?"
"Yeah, but not in a truly sexual way. I mean they don't repulse me or anything. I like kissing them and stuff and maybe playing with their boobies, but not like full on sex. Why do you ask?" He leaned in and turned his head to look me in the eye. He smiled that broad toothy smile of his.
"Well last summer she teased me about Beth, the other girl in the first photo. She thought that I wanted to have sex with her, so she asked me if I wanted to do a three way with the two of them."
"You lucky bastard," Jake slapped me on the back. "Did she go through with it, come on tell me."
