Author's Note: This story is based on lived experience. Publishing permission was granted so long as I changed the names and a couple identifying details.
Alex was my best friend's older brother. He was a senior and I was a sophomore. We were both in marching band, both played percussion. I never hung out with him before college, but I remember being flirty to him the few times I was over at his house. Now that I was in the varsity band with him, we started sitting next to each other on bus rides. He kissed me on the way home from our second away game. It was a 30 minute bus ride but I don't remember anything except kissing him.
When we got back to the school, he made a point of saying he was going to shower. Some of the guys did when we had home games but away games meant not getting back to school before 11. Nobody stuck around for long when it was that late. However, I wanted to spend more time with him so I was willing to stay here all night if I had to.
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I let him go off to the locker room first while I helped put equipment away. Once enough people left, I snuck away and headed for the showers. The lights were on, the water was running, and I saw my first glimpse of him. He was burly but hot in all the best ways. He saw that I had come in and smiled.
"I was hoping you'd try and spy on me."
"It's not spying if I'm not sneaking."
"Do you want to come in?"
"No but I'll gladly towel you off."
He turned off the water and walked out of the shower room. He grabbed his towel and tossed it to me. I worked every inch of him like I was waxing a car. I "accidentally" grabbed his dick more than once, causing him to moan softly.
Once he was dry, I kissed him again and said goodnight.
"I'll join you next time, promise."
He slapped my ass as I walked away. I was harder than glass and spent most of the weekend jerking off to just his image.
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After that first shower together, we found ourselves running off for makeouts and gropes whenever we could. I started showering with him after practices, but we waited until people left before fooling around.
One evening, we were under the shower head. I was leaning back into him, feeling his cock slip between my cheeks. I wasn't ready for sex yet, but I was getting there. His dick was so much bigger than mine. At least 7 inches. Mine barely topped out at 4 but looked more like 2 and a half.
"Do you think my dick is small?"
"No. Why?"
"Sometimes I worry about it being too small."
"Can I tell you something without you getting upset?"
"Maybe?"
He ran his hands down my tummy but stopped short of my cock.
"I think it's kind of cute. A bit girly, but in a good way."
I'm not trans. I'm 100% happy as a man. Today I still identify as a man. But, in that moment, for a brief second, I wanted to be cute for him. I wanted to be girly for him.
"Is that what you want? A girly boyfriend?"
"Maybe. But I think whatever you are to me, I think I want to be your boyfriend."
My limp dick suddenly stood at attention. I turned around and kissed him. Dwarfed by his thick package, my cock might as well have been a clit.
"Yes. Please be my boyfriend."
I gripped his cock and mine in the same hand and jerked them slowly. He reached up and ran a finger over my nipple. I moved my hand faster and looked up at him. Then, burying my face in his chest hair, I squeaked and came.
"Dont fucking stop."
He gripped my hair as I kept my hand moving. I moved my head over a bit and nipped his pec with my teeth. That was enough for him. I couldn't tell how much I came but I know his load was bigger.
I caught my breath and looked up at him.
"We should go get dried off."
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We could only fool around at school. Neither of us were out to our parents and we were very interested in keeping it that way. Things would change in college but that was a year from now. We held hands around school on the bus and in the safety of the band hall. I sat on his lap once but we agreed that would lead to something we couldn't stop.