There were things that one tended to take for granted after a certain time. For example sex. How could not one take sex for granted after one had the keys to another person's secret anatomy? Another example was, perhaps more fascinatingly, love -- more fascinating, and more heartbreaking if one spared more than a mere thought about it.
Throughout the long cheerless winter months John had several episodes of his moods. Even Lisa noted his change, as if it could be hidden from one's partner-in-life. The only thing that kept his depression in check was his son Kevin, who at two-an-a-half was a constant beacon of joy and warmth. That, and of course, whatever it was that he had with me, even if with Clark in the picture it had become a shell of what it used to be.
Not that sex with John had become perfunctory, far from it he was still a very much passionate and even generous lover, and I imagined he was the same way with Lisa. Every few nights he would make love to her -- I knew because after she fell to sleep with his cum inside her he would come to me. It was a ritual now, him coming deep inside my boy pussy after he had satisfied his wife with his ardent cock, almost as if he wanted to compare the both of us. I hoped my deep asshole held its own against his wife, but I didn't know what was going on behind his spectacled eyes most times.
Like now, as he was lying on his back in my bed, naked from the hair of his head to the tip of his toes, his tall erection -- with its signature mushroom head -- subsumed in spit and lube and love. The condensation was covering his spectacles, covered his eyes from mine, the windows to his mind. I could not for the life of me pierce that shadow of his, that moodiness, but at least what I could see he looked content, with cock deep in hole, the hole that had given him so much love over the past year and a half.
"I love you, you know that," I risked all telling him, even as I concentrated on pulsing the rhythm of my asshole around his intruding cock.
"Of course, baby," he grinned. "You love me. That's all there is."