It's hard to think of myself as a pent up, sexually confused college wrestler. Those words don't belong together in a sentence, but that was me. I never felt like I belonged with the jocks, the nerds, or the druggies. Maybe it was because I was not accepting a big part of myself that I felt since I was a teenager. I liked men. I also liked women, and up until this summer home from my freshman year in college, I hadn't explored either. I was truly a virgin. I knew liked to watch straight porn. Tits were hot. I definitely had hang ups. I think I was afraid to feel sexual about men so I shut myself off from those feelings. It definitely changed this summer. After that time with Uncle Nick, I felt different.
That summer I came home to help my dad since he was alone. My mother was in another state helping my nana and papa. I learned that my uncle Nick has a different kind of relationship with my dad. One that celebrates and embraces masculinity.
Apparently Nick had seen my dad's cock in a changing room at the beach one afternoon just before mom and dad got married. Nick found the size of his unit remarkable. "I hope you aren't hurting my litter sister with that thing" he said, as a joke, but that started a bond between the two of them. Over time, he shared with Nick that she couldn't ever take him inside her all the way. It was a miracle that I was born. After that, Nick started to normalize mutual jerk off sessions with my dad. Nick told me, "I couldn't keep my eyes off it. He was so big and it made me so curious. So, eventually I asked him if I could touch it. He let me. His cock was so big and powerful, and hard. The heat that thing generated was incredible."
"So you gave my dad hand jobs?"
"Yeah, I did. His was the only cock I ever touched." I am not sure I believed that.
"Did he jerk you off too? Return the favor?" Nick was quiet at first.
"Yeah...he did. But it was all cool."