I've been a secret bi bottom for about 15 years and I love it. I had long had curious urges towards men and I started all those years ago with anonymous Craigslist and adult bookstore encounters. It was scary and exciting but the sexual highs of playing out long time fantasies with strange cock and figuring out what I liked quickly had me hooked. Slowly taking a new cock past my lips and into my mouth, and feeling it pulse and throb with excitement as I bobbed up and down on it and coated it with my saliva before feeling it explode in orgasm down my throat often had me quivering in excitement. Rarely did I have to do more than touch myself for a few strokes before cumming back then.
Once I found my way in this world, my encounters got better and more meaningful. I've had some occasional blowjob regulars where working the same dick a few times was great. Knowing what a guy likes and being able to take my time getting there was empowering in a way that I hadn't expected bottoming to be. I like being submissive when I'm being fucked but being in control during a blowjob and having a guy beg me to blow a load in my mouth is a sexual high like nothing else.
About a year ago I'd found a local regular to do just that to. After half a dozen mind bending blow jobs at his place, he nervously progressed to giving me a handjob, then quickly moved on to sucking me off and fucking me with his beautiful cock. That unexpectedly progressed to sucking off one of his straight buddies and soon enough we were having threesomes where they would take turns filling my throat and ass with their cocks and cum that was some of the best sex we'd all ever had. In that we were all married, it was a bit difficult to get together, but mind blowing when we did.
To fill in the between times, I had occasionally turned to encounters on the road, where it all started for me. I travel a lot for work and upgrading an anonymous blow and go to something deeper, more involved and more intense had gotten pretty hot too. Earlier this summer I was in Seattle for work and stayed over for a day to play some golf and unwind. I didn't have any specific plans for a hookup, but after a shower and cleaning up in a nicer waterfront hotel, I ended up at a nearby wine bar. It was a pretty quiet Sunday night and I was sitting at the bar enjoying some small plates and a glass of wine and chatting with the bartender. After about 15 minutes, a good looking guy sat down 2 seats over and struck up a conversation about the wine and food. Like me he was dressed business casual and I correctly guessed that he traveled for work as well.
"I'm Rick, by the way," he introduced himself.
"I'm Jay," I said and we shook hands. He had larger hands and he seemed to hold my gaze for a moment and a little jolt of excitement shot through me. I couldn't believe my good luck but allowed myself to get interested and hopeful.
We hit it off and decided to share a bottle of wine and ordered some more food. The bartender opened the bottle and excused herself to start closing up, and Rick moved over to the bar seat next to me in what was now a nearly empty bar.
"I don't want to get too close, it'll just be easier to enjoy this," he said with a hint of playfulness.
"Get as close as you like, I don't mind," and gave him a wink.
That definitely caught his attention, and I knew we were onto to something. We started talking about Washington wine, travel and all the usual things. More innuendo was being thrown around, and eventually we finished up the wine and I asked the bartender for the check. Rick and I had the usual brief argument over the check, but I won out and threw done a credit card.
Rick thanked me and then said "This was really enjoyable, how can I repay you?"
"I can think of a few ways," and gave him a wicked look as I signed the check.
Rick said "Tell me more," and quietly reached under the bar and squeezed my upper thigh and lightly brushed my balls and fast hardening cock with his hand.
"Follow me," and we quickly walked out into the night. I told him that I was in a nearby hotel and that I would love for him to come join me for the night. He agreed that was a great idea and quietly asked what I like. I told him I love sucking cock and would bottom for him if he was up for. We were in a darker spot on the street and he stopped and said he was a top and would be down for all of that and more. I reached out and felt his growing bulge. He pulled me close and kissed my neck and grabbed my crotch. I whimpered with anticipation but quickly broke our embrace so we wouldn't be seen and we turned the corner into my hotel.