As I drove down the road, I thought about the wisdom of what I was doing. I considered the risks, the rewards... The rewards: they always won out in my internal debate. I had a craving for something my wife simply couldn't supply, something always within my reach, yet not quite -- a warm, pulsing cock.
I am what you'd consider a "straight" guy, but I had always been interested in the human penis and simply having one wasn't enough. In college I finally broke down and came clean with my best friend who as it happened, had the same interests. We spent about a year exploring each other's desires in secret until we both moved away. Since then, I lived with the memory of Kurt's beautiful member completely at my disposal. And now, years since, the absence has only served to create a bigger desire for what I couldn't get - until today.
In the midst of a few stressful weeks at work, I recently started chatting with some guys like me over the internet, and after a while hit it off with a guy named Rich. He sounded a lot like me, wanted the same things and actually had a pretty good sense of humor. He said he traveled to Houston almost weekly, and had been getting really bored with TV and fast food eaten on the edge of the bed in his hotel room. Finally, after a week or two of conversation, I decided to meet up with him at his hotel. So there I was driving down the road just minutes from... what, I didn't know.
I circled the hotel lot a couple of times, thinking it's now or never. So I pulled into a spot and decided it would be now. I walked into the hotel bar and knew immediately which guy was Rich. He was well built, just under six foot with a kind of awkward smile on his face. I went up to the bar and ordered a beer. "Are you Rich?" I said.
"Not really." He replied with a smile.
I caught the joke and chuckled. "Tom." I said, extending a hand.
"Nice to meet you finally" he replied. His handshake was firm. I suddenly felt at ease, like this guy was no threat, rather like a friend I hadn't seen for years. We continued some small talk, and decided to have another couple of beers up in his room. He led me up to room 220 and as I shut the door behind me he startled me with the question: "So what do you want to happen tonight?"
I thought about it and sat down on the bed. "To be honest, I want us both to be comfortable, and... beyond that, I have to say I really want to see you naked."