2.a: A verbal contract
I had the best night's sleep I'd had in weeks, or maybe months. But it only took a few seconds after I woke up for the memories of the night before to come flooding back to me, and I nearly freaked out.
Getting fucked by a stranger in the bathroom of a gay bar was one thing. But having to make that walk of shame, nude except for the chastity cage on my cock, and present myself to my friends was something else.
Truth be told, they all thought it was hilarious, and they mostly treated me to some good-natured ribbing. But after the laughter stopped, the intensity in my friend James' eyes as he watched me get dressed was something else. "Welcome to our team," he said quietly, as if he was going to follow that up with something else. But otherwise, he was silent, for now.
They insisted on buying me a round, so I actually hung out with them for a little longer, but after that I had made my excuses and headed home. Maybe it was just the afterglow of being properly fucked, but I quickly fell into that deep and contented sleep.
As I remembered more details of the night before, I made a sudden move to grab my phone, and I opened the photo gallery. And there were the pictures that the guy who had fucked me had taken with my phone: I was nude, bent over a toilet in the gay bar's bathroom, and quite obviously freshly fucked, with slick lube smeared around the bottom of my buttocks. In one of the pictures I was twisting around and looking back the camera. The expression on my face was... oblivious somehow. And totally satisfied. It was the face of a guy who was craving more cock.
bzt bzt bzt
As that thought bounced around my skull, the buzzing of my phone brought me to alertness.
"BE HERE IN LESS THAN 30 MINUTES. BRING YOUR LOCKBOX."
A second message had an address. It was for a highrise downtown, a couple blocks from the gay village.
I looked at the clock, and realized I didn't have time for a shower. I did a quick wash-up and brushed my teeth and got dressed. I went to my closet and dug out the realtor's box that had the keys to my chastity device inside. I didn't know the combination: I had sent a picture of it to a website and I was expecting to get it back the week after next. I dropped the lockbox in my backpack and headed out.
One subway trip and a brisk walk later, I was knocking on the door of a twelfth-floor apartment. It was 26 minutes after I had received the text.
The guy who had fucked me the night before opened the door and let me in. He was dressed more casually now, in a plain white t-shirt and a pair of jeans.
"First rule," he said, walking past me. "When you're here, you will always be naked. Get those off and meet me in the living room."
I wasn't sure where this was going to go, but like the previous night, there was just
something
in his voice. Something I'd never really experienced before... I wanted him to command me, to give me orders. I wanted to follow his orders.
With a bit of a stir in my belly, I quickly got undressed. There was a stool and a shelf-stand in the entryway beside a coat rack, and I made a mostly neat pile of my clothing on the top shelf. My cock, contained in its plastic cage, seemed to be onside with this, and I could feel it pushing out a bit, trying to get hard.
"Bring your lockbox in here with you," the voice said from beyond the entryway. I pulled it out from my backpack and walked into the main part of the apartment.
It was a typical living room. Furniture looking somewhat pricy but lived-in. A giant TV on one wall, flanking large bookshelves. A desk with a computer in the area that was originally meant as the dining room. A couch and armchair set, my keyholder seated in the latter.
"On your knees, bitch. That's the way you should be unless I tell you otherwise."
I awkwardly dropped to my knees.
He held out a hand. "The lockbox."
I shuffled over to him on my knees and handed it over. He shook it once to listen to the keys rattle within, then set it on a table beside him.
"You can send me the combination when you get it from your website. Then
I'll
decide when you get to unlock. Come here, stand beside me."
I followed his gesture and stood up. He gestured at my arms and I quickly held my hands behind my back. He reached out and lifted my cage, inspecting it and evaluating the tightness of the ring around my balls.
"Well, at least you seem to have a proper sized ring. Cage could be a little shorter. Your balls are okay? No rubbing or chafing?"
I shook my head and said no.
"Well, then, you'll be fine wearing this for a while yet. Back on your knees. Another rule:
never
ask me when you're going to be unlocked."
I was settling back on my knees beside him. He waited a minute before speaking again. he held up my wallet.
"I know your name, but I don't really care. My name is William Conlan, but you will only refer to me as Sir. Is that understood?"
"Yes Sir," I said.
"The power in this relationship flows in one direction. It's about you obeying and showing respect to me. Is that clear?"
"Yes Sir."
"The pleasure in this relationship also flows in one direction: you will service and pleasure me. Because you're a pussy bottom faggot that will probably turn you on quite a lot, but that's incidental. Decisions about pleasure are for me to make and for you to follow. Are you really willing to set aside the easy pleasure you used to get from playing with your cock?"
I thought about the way it felt when he was fucking me. That was a lot better than playing with my cock. "Yes Sir."
"It takes a little bit of self-discipline to lock yourself up and stay locked, but it's going to take a lot more self-discipline to stay locked for as long as I will keep you that way. Your frustration and horniness counts for nothing."
"Yes Sir."
"I may choose to share you with other men, and it'll be your job to service them like you would me. Will you do that?
My cock stirred in its cage. "Yes sir."
"When you get fucked, it's your job to make sure the man is wearing a condom."
"Yes Sir."
"You will have no privacy any more. I might take pictures of you. Or videos. It's none of your business what I do with them. Are you okay with that?"
I swallowed. I thought this over for maybe ten or twenty seconds. My cock kept twitching. "Yes Sir."
"I also get off on pushing you. Pushing you to do things you wouldn't have considered on your own. I will always be aware of your need for safety, but I will push you. And your job is to obey. No backtalk or hesitation. Think about that for a second."
For what must have been nearly a minute, he stared down into my eyes and held my gaze. I could feel him measuring me, analyzing how far he could push me.
How far do I want to be pushed? What does he want to make me do?
He held the lockbox out toward me. "This is your opt-out right now. Your only opt-out. If you're in, you're in all the way."