I considered myself straight into my early 30s. Then my interest in erotica and porn began to shift to gay material. I found myself curious about, and then desiring, experiences with men.
Like many curious men, I went from porn, to exploring hookup sites. My first experiences weren't great, to be honest. But they didn't turn me away from men. Instead, I found myself searching for a good experience.
Early one afternoon I was on a hookup site chatting with a gentleman in a suburb a few miles from me. The short of it is: he invited me over.
I was, and continue to be, a straight-looking, thin, in-shape guy. So when I showed up at his door, his eyes lit up. He wasn't bad himself: tall, maybe early 40s, shaved head, in shape. We didn't waste time. Our clothes came off quickly, and I found myself straddling him on his sofa. As our cocks touched, I pressed them together and began stroking us. The image, and the feeling, was overwhelming. Not only the heat of his rod; the touch of our balls against each other was electric. It was one of the most intimate things I'd ever experienced.
As I slowly stroked us, our eyes locked, and then so did our lips. It was my first time kissing a man; more important, it was my first time deeply kissing a man. We made out as I jerked us. I remember my heart pounding as if I'd just sprinted a mile.