I awoke in my lovers arms. I just relaxed and gazed at him as he slept. It's been months since we made love and I woke up and in his arms. He's such a handsome sight, adorable, breathing loudly, his hair misshapen from sleep. I kissed his face all over, as softly as I could so as not to wake him. It was a cold morning. I enjoyed his warmth. I got close and cuddled him. I loved gazing at our contrasts. My white gown and his black one. My fair milky body against his hairy bronze body. It was a heavenly sight gazing upon his big hard torso pressing against my smaller delicate body. I kissed his sleeping lips gently and silently, like a young boy secretly stealing kisses from his sleeping crush.
Jake began to stir, clearing his throat. A gruff sound. His eyes were small from tiredness. He looked so adorable!
"Shhh, it's still early my love. Get back to sleep," I whispered.
"Mmm, then why are you awake?" Jake replied softly and groggily.
"I'm just...just enjoying the sight of you," I replied. I hugged my hairy lion. His thick arms strengthened around me as I caressed him.
"Is this real?" Jake asked.
"Uh huh," I replied and pinched his bum. "Feels real doesn't it?" I teased as I bit my lip.
We kissed deeply and gently. I loved Jake's morning breath, along with all his natural scents. I snuggled into his chest, holding him tightly, feeling his dick grow and poke into me.
After some light wrestling over who should be on top, I finally submitted to him, and he got on top of me. Gosh I'm so weak with this man. I'm generally so assertive. I often had to be in the law field. But with him I'm just a pushover.
Without any words, but in complete mutual understanding, I arched up and he entered me. I wanted him in me and he wanted to be in me. He just entered me and we relaxed, in sacred union, not moving in any way, just connected, gazing at each other.
It felt so natural. I was made for this man. My bum was made to be loved by him, and to make him erupt. His dick caressed my sweet spot inside wonderfully.
"Your lips look beautiful my love," whispered Jake. Even after all that happened last night, my lips still had a bit of rosiness to it from my whole make up routine. Even though he would've loved me anyway, I loved that he appreciated my efforts.
"I just wanted to look perfect for you Jake." I replied.
"What are we gonna do? I need a job, I need to take care of you. I need to find something quick," Jake began to stress, thinking of his post-prison future.
"Shh, not now Jake. Patience my love. Let's just enjoy each other. I have enough money saved up. We'll get sorted out. Don't worry. All I need now is your love," I asserted. I held his face and kissed him and hugged him tightly. He buried his head in my neck.
"I know what you did for me Daniel. I don't know when I'd repay you," Jake said.
"Don't you ever say that again. I love you. There's no counting, no balancing, no repayment in love." I replied.
Jake held me, "I don't deserve you."
"Yeah well, I don't deserve such an amazing big hairy thing inside me either. But life's been good," I tried to switch up the mood. Jake laughed.
"Please Jake, love me like you did on the eve of my release. Love me till we ache together. Please, please, I need you Jake. I'll always need you," I pleaded. While last night was amazing, I realised it wasn't going to be enough. Too much of time had passed. Too much of pain and anxiety. Our healing together will take time.
The next few months were spent getting Jake used to life outside prison again. It was a challenging time. With my credibility tarnished, I could no longer work as a lawyer, but my law firm gave me more menial administrative tasks. It kept us going. I didn't touch the remaining money I stole, but rather tried to replenish it each month and return it to the clients I stole from. So it was just us working hard to keep up in life. Jake had no qualifications, but was good with his hands. We relied on people giving him odd jobs in carpentry and other handyman tasks. Eventually he made a good reputation for himself. We bought an old truck together and all the basic carpentry equipment he needed. He was doing well.
All the while, we healed each other. We made love each day. Even though it began to pain, I needed him. I needed his love and I know he needed me. I pleaded with him and we loved each other. It was only till I began to bleed, that Jake absolutely refused to enter me. Frustrated, I made sure I still drank him each night. I would never let my man go to bed without being loved. The nights were often painful, with Jake having nightmares of prison. He once woke up and hit me by mistake, dreaming of the prison riots. I had to grab him tightly and calm him down.
Fortunately Jake eventually progressed in his reputation as a carpenter. Eventually he wanted to move from mere small jobs and repair work onto entire bedroom and kitchen cupboard creations. His first practice was doing up our bedroom. Gosh it took very long and it was very frustrating for me. We had to move out of there and into the spare room. He wanted to surprise me so I couldn't even go in and check on any progress.
One day I came home tired from work. Jake was home and ran up and grabbed me and kissed me.
"Hey tough guy! What's that for?" I enquired curiously at his boisterous mood.
"One, I love you, and two, it's finished!" he said with a grin.
"Really?! Awesome!" and I walked towards it.